Thank you all so much for the wait! i hope this chapter will satisfying and worth the wait!
Sept 1st (showed the Emmerololth glyph from previous chapter)
Stormy: That looks right to me.
And apologies, that friend and I are not quite on speaking terms.
Been dealing with RL things and have not been on Discord as much.
Hope all is well.
Me: Ah nice to hear it is what it looks like. Sad to hear you don't talk much to your friend. With me, things are better. Finished the first book, but had a printing error. So I need another one with the correct prints. There were issues with the pictures jumping to the next page.
Did you have any experiences lately?
Stormy: That's a shame with error and none that I can tell as of yet, does a woman with golden eyes and white hair ring any bells to you? Been having dreams of one lately.
Also about the glyph I did notice someone in the XIV modding community made a mod pack with custom glyphs for every member of the seated.
Emmerololth's is spot on with this.
So when I saw it, I was a bit surprised.
Maybe it's something to look into because it's identical.
If I can I'll have a friend in the game use it and take photos so we can compare.
Anyway, bedtime for me, be well.
Me: The woman doesn't ring any bells. never met her. who does she say she is then? and I would love to see screenshots of everyone's glyphs so if you can have your friend do that. then pls. I don't know how to use mods so yeah.
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Sept 2nd Shroom trip
it wasn't much of a trip though, more like throwing open the channels to communicate.
I was already 1H talking before I started to record.
We have talked about A host body on Etheirys. How it was like with my bestie. My psychic abilities. my clairvoyance. and there was a chat in the beginning that I didn't record that I would die in my 50s if I didn't do anything about my body. And talked about the Ascian stuff. That if he didn't become an Ascian then he wouldn’t be here on Earth to begin with. He wouldn’t have looked for me.
(little note, if "something something" is noted it means I couldn't hear that part on the recording)
Eli: I would have even forgotten about you.
Me: Even in the Aetherial sea?
Eli: I couldn’t find you initially, so
Me: Awwww
Me: Oh yeah, that I saw you, in the last couple of times to make sure…. (Something something) robes… that's what I saw. and that you pleasured me a bit.
Eli: (naughty) hmmmmmm
Me: And I thank you for helping to get rid of those 2.
Eli: Yes
Me: And that you helped my son to get a proper education and such.
Eli: Yeah
Me: I am happy I can just do this with 1 gram though.
Eli: It’s a little bit more than 1 gram, but yeah.
Me: How much more?
Eli. 1.2? (so 1.2 grams total)
Me: (calculates) I took 1 capsule away, and yeah I think 1.2 is a good estimate.
Eli: (laughs)
Me: Why didn't I (take less in the beginning)?.....oh yeah you said it needed to be triggered the first couple of times (my abilities to let him speak through me)
Eli: Yes.
Me: Yes it was needed to talk through me. would I have been able to do it just with 1 gram?
Eli: With old ones? No. they were expired.
Me: Oh yes Ofcourse, they were expired. But if I keep these ones in the fridge then they will last longer.
Eli: Yes. As I read that over your shoulder once.
Me: Yeah but they are even in capsules.
Eli: That’s why I said 4 months.
Me: Ty.
A little break here by going to the toilet. Elidibus said my son wasn't taken with my ex when he left. And he was right.
When I got back from the toilet.
Me: Does it still work?
Eli: It starts to lessen already
Me: Nooo, just when I started to record. Naww that would be so disappointing.
Eli: Don’t think too much and I can still talk.
Me: Really?
Eli: Yes.
Me: We did talk about everything, let’s see if I remember everything. Bestie.
Eli: Yes.
Me: Right, I would die in my 50s? (this is if I don’t do anything about my body at that moment but I came to know that after the trip) But I will be able to see you with at least psychic abilities in 10 years?
Eli: Yes
Me: Ok
(kids were playing outside)
Me: These kids are annoying.
Eli: They will go away soon.
Me: Ty
8 sec later kids left.
Me: Wow that was indeed soon, I hope it stays that way.
Eli: For a while yes.
Me: sighs good,
Silence for a couple of seconds
Me: Oh yes, My bestie was holding back.
Eli: Yes, laughs
Me: He really prevented you from having sex.
Eli: Yes, I wanted though
.
Me: He said that you were horny as hell. yeah, was it different to get another person going that far?
Eli: I'm afraid so yes.
Me: oww why though.
Eli: I am sorry.
Me: it’s so unfair.
Me: This is actually exactly what I wanted. Just to talk with you. without any terrible side effects. I think I hallucinated a little bit when I closed my eyes it's not more than being extremely tired.
Eli: Good
Me: or took too many sleeping pills
Eli: laughs
Me: can you tell me a bit
Eli: I was devoted to you as me being your personal protector, and I had fan girls but I didn't pay any attention to that. And when I removed myself from Zodiark I cared less, because of the temperance and forgot.
Me: but that was after the sundering right? (forgetting about me)
Eli: yes, that was after the sundering that I forgot. but I did care less (when he removed himself from Zodiark). I still had deep inside me the awareness that I wanted to protect you. but a lot was away because of the temperance.
Me: sad I understand, sighs yes I understand.
Pause
Me: remember me for the next time I will record as soon as you speak through me.
Eli: I will
Me: let's see what I can come up with. Oh yeah, you find it a funny dream that I rp’d you.
Eli: yes (laughs)
Me: I didn't gain much sense to it like we were still dividing roles or anything and apparently I was you.
Eli: you told me, yeah
Me: you had a good laugh it seems
Eli: yeah I have
Me: I don't remember what the others were. , oh yeah when I woke up, no, what is when I woke up? No.
Eli: yeah you woke up from 1 dream and you felt like me.
Me: ah yes that was THAT dream.
Eli: yeah I was lying in/on your body
Me: but I smacked a mosquito, I was like, I saw your arm too with the sophist robes.
Eli: yes, I moved, I was connected to you right there.
Me: oh so you were still connected with me.
Eli: that's why you probably dream about me, being me or my role. That didn't work out there.
Me: oh are you were still lying inside me.
Eli: I tried to get into your dreams, but it didn't work.
Me: Awwww well thanks for trying though.
Eli: you're welcome
Me: oh!
Eli: what is it?
Me: fan fest
Eli: yes, I will be with you.
Me: thinks about a subject I can't tell yet
Eli: don’t have hopes high.
Me: laughing, ok I know, I know, can I have my fantasies about it
Eli: yes you can
Me: it won’t anti manifest?
Eli: not this time.
Me: so my fantasies.
Eli: I know your fantasies
Me: laughs
Eli: you already told them with your mind last time
Me: owwww
Eli: I love you.
Me: If you would just do that.
Eli: I will try though.
Me: I mean that’s the most casual clothing you could wear aside from the ropes.
Eli: I know
Me: would you wear black or brown? (referring to his turtle neck shirt)
Eli: what do you want me to?
Me: black
Eli: why?
Me: the other one (referring to the body pillow cover) you wear more black or it was very dark brown
Eli: very dark brown.
Me: oh yes wait, you have black leggings, or visa versa?
Eli: no
Me: ahhh yes you have black leggings…. Was it? I gonna check that later on.
Eli: Sure.
Me: ok, anyway I want you in a black turtle neck
Eli: (telepathically), your wish is my command.
Me: I heard that thought, "your wish is my command"
Eli: humph nej neh, not literally but I will try what I can.
Me: laughs so that's why you didn't speak out loud.
Eli: yes
Me: you’re gorgeous
Eli: thank you.
Me: am I too?
Eli: yes, Yes you are too.
Me: I just realized my ring has 6 points (buds that hold the gemstone in place)
Eli; it already had.
Me: oh right the very first ring also had 6 points
Eli: yes
Me: oh yeah, the ring won’t arrive on time before the load. (able to ship without storage fees at my forwarding company)
Eli: no
Me: that’s also what we talking about.
Eli: yes
Me: It's good I am reflecting everything back for the record, and I hope it records well.
Eli: better than the last time.
Me: will I be able to hear it back?
Eli: yes
Me: good, very good. That’s the most important part.
(relaxes here a bit eyes closed)
Me: I want to see your hair.
(There is some cosy talk that I couldn't figure out what was being said, the phone landed underneath the pillow iirc)
Me: I think I still see something (visuals of the shrooms)………oh, I see your hair! Is it like a little bit here? (pointing at the shoulders on the body pillow, so shoulder-length hair, and some hair bangs hanging in front of his ears that are hanging over his neck towards the middle of his chest). Oh god, I love you.
Here is a part that I will skip, it is just about remembering that I don't take in shrooms with apple juice anymore and other info surrounding what happened last time, because they were expired……and other random info like the brand name of lemonade syrup called Ranja. Which is how lemonade has been called here ever since it came out.
Here I started with a reply about a tweet, I won't say which one, it's stupid.
Me: don’t you ever get a mental burnout of these people on Earth.
Eli: if I would think about it, yes
Me: you just don't.
Eli: no.
Me: laughs you are just like,,,, you don't give a fuck.
Eli: about those people, you are absolutely right.
Me: giggles, my ex should learn not to give a fuck either.
Eli: Absolutely, he should do that.
Here I noticed the psychedelics were dropping and the connection became lesser.
Eli: if you don’t think about it too much, I can still speak through you.
Me: you certain?
Eli: yes, relax your mind, so I can get through.
Me: like meditating?
Eli: in this state? Yes.
Sometime later my phone rings
Me: not now. is it still recording?? good. Ohhh this is gonna hurt my ears when I gonna listen to it. (it definitely did lol)
A few minutes later after chatting about the shrooms again.
Me: oh Linala?
Eli: is somewhere else. Since you didn't need her guidance.
Me: oh she is doing your stuff?
Eli: what she can handle yes.
Me: but would she respond to me, if I call her name?
Eli: yes, you can.
Me: cool. Why don’t you can?
Eli: I can lock myself out. when I am focused, I won’t be interrupted
Me: is this true?
Eli: yes
Some minutes later
Me: can you give me info about when I would die?
Eli: yes
Me: is it stated or estimated?
Eli: estimated, always
Me: I always thought if I crossed the 60's it would be a miracle
Eli: do you want to learn about it though?
Me: it depends
(skipped a little part because of the hidden subject and health info)
Me: I wonder if I would fall asleep with you. going with you.
Eli: I cannot pull if you cannot reach.
Me: …..what????
Eli: if you don't reach out, I cannot pull you.
Me: what? Huh? I don't know, I cannot even visualize it. …………….so that's the problem.
Eli: yes
Me: you cannot just grab my soul out of my body.
Eli: I am not allowed to. You need to reach out, and then I can pull you out.
Me: really?
Eli: yes
Me: big sigh ok at least I know what to do now, I think. But what’s with the dreams that I am lucid enough to call for you. I mean that’s technically reaching out.
Eli: in a different dimension.
Me: and you don’t always pick it up?
Eli: mostly I don't.
Me: it's too low frequency for you.
Eli: yes.
Me: dream worlds are 4th dimension
Eli: yes, sometimes 5 as you witnessed
Me: more than just once I guess.
Eli: yes
Me: yes you have been with me in the 5d. (then I sang the background tune of that dream where he bought a store/house near the beach.)
Eli: yes.
Me: funny that I never forget that tune though. Sometimes I forget the tunes and rhythms of dreams. And then I read them back and I am like, what the fuck was the rhythm again? This I keep remembering
Eli: Because it's true.
Me: ohhhh, but are you gonna settle down on a dimension lower than me?
Eli: no……yeah…..no.
Me: but what’s the “yeah”
Eli: I remain in the 7D
Me: or higher?
Eli: yes.
Me: so you just can be whoop and flight
Eli: you can do too
Me: but do I want that? We’re going to settle down on the 7D I guess?
Eli: yes.
Me: I actually forgot that I asked that. That Etheirys is even already in the 5D. but now that I know that there is an astral 5D and a physical one. how, is that also in the 7D?
Eli: no.
Me: aren’t there planets in the 7D?
Eli: there are, but they are also light beings.
Me: ohh ofcourse, like light beings you can see. (with physical eyes)
Eli: yes
Me: hmm, what is true about the even-numbered dimensions. Like the passage, when you die, physically die.
Eli: yes
Me: and then you reside in that realm higher.
Eli: yeah
Me: are you certain?
Eli: yes
Me: so only,… like, and you physically die in for example the 7D, but wait you’re a light being you cannot physically die.
Eli: no, that one doesn’t (smiles)
Me: but the 5D is
Eli: yes
Me: how does 7D physically work. Because that would mean I would be able to see them.
Eli: yes you can see them because they choose to be physical light. seeable by lower-dimensional creatures.
Me: woah……….physical light?
Eli: seeable light is a better word. Without paranormal abilities.
Me: ohhhhhh, so when they die they become astral light?
Eli: yes
Me: laughs …………HUH?! It’s logical and unlogical at the same time. But um…. Kill me.
Eli: no.
Me: laughs wtf, but you do have some kind of shape or form in the 7D?
Eli: I can do that myself if I choose to.
Me: really?
Eli: confirming hum
Me: you are more of aether.
Eli: yes like in Corvus’s experience
Me: ahhh, you're beautiful. When we are in the 7D will I have at least a spiritual body to enjoy you?
Eli: we can
Me: like that dream?
Eli: yes we can
Me: so that’s why you said the “yeah” about the 5D.
Eli: yeah exactly, it’s like you can manifest yourself a physical look in a higher dimension if you choose to.
Me: really?
Eli: yeah
Me: I am a bit confused though, the dream felt like the 5D
Eli: because you are in the 3D right now.
Me: oh…. That sounds logical. But you said that we would settle down in the 5D.
Eli: 5d “looks” so yes. But you will be in the 7D. you can choose like I said.
Me: what with the 9th?
Eli: that’s just energy,
Me: you cannot project yourself a physical body if you want to?
Eli: harder.
Me: where do you work?
Eli: 7th
Me: hmmmmm so I was correct on that one?
Eli: yeah
Me: what is easier for you to settle down in 5th or 7th?
Eli: doesn’t matter to me
Me: can we move if I start in the 5D?
Eli: yes
Me: what do we need to move our children to? Where are they?
Eli: with me.
Me: right now?
Eli: no 7D sometimes higher, but they are protected from influences. They’re being taught and they come from the 9th dimension.
Me: oh Jesus really?
Eli: yes
Me: is it that why it’s so hard for Quilitus to come into my dreams?
Eli: without guidance, yes he can't.
Me: oh he has guidance.
Eli: yes
Me: I will I meet my daughter too?
Eli: yes
Me: does she have white hair or silver?
Eli: yes
Me: so if I meet some kind of a girl that isn't white-haired or silver, then it’s not her? Can I take that for granted?
Eli: yes
Me: I wanna go outta bed.
Eli: you will be distracted and I can’t speak through you anymore
Me: cunt (just another word usage here of the word Fuck)
(small break due to phone call to my ex for Oreo's)
Me: why are you as Themis though lately (in dreams)
Eli: your brain makes me look like that because you used to see me like that in art.
Me: OW!~ so if I would look more at the WoL kinda version of you. so i.o.w the adult version. Then you will look like that?
Eli: I can present myself better that way, yes. It's usually your brain that intervenes with my appearance.
Me: no that’s bullshit
Eli: sometimes it is true.
Me: so what about that one that we were locked up, and you were as Themis
Eli: That was purposely
Me: oh yes, because of the age difference
Eli: yes, I wouldn’t mind
Me: but that last time you were yourself, when I yelled for you and appeared in front of me.
Eli: yes that’s how I look like.
Me: OH you’re focking gorgeous
Eli: laughs
And I dropped myself with the body pillow lying on the bed now instead of sitting.
Me: so that’s what you really look like?
Eli; yes that’s what I really look like.
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Me: well despite the duration I cannot complain, we finally spoke after a long time successfully. More than just 1 hour, I mean that's without the trip that we ever spoke I believe.
Eli: 1,5
Me: really? 1,5h?
Eli: yes, that was the maximum after sex.
Me: ohhhhahhahaha ow yeah, but those were the emotional parts
Eli: yes. Conversations, yes
Me: how does soul marriage work?
Eli: marriage?
Me: yes
Eli: you bond for eternity
Me: what this the soul ceremony, because that is what you pre-made of it.
Eli: And ofcourse I showed that to you at that time. So you would understand.
Me: oh yeah ofcourse
Eli: yes.
Me: so that is what you do, you adjust it to make me understand the message.
Eli: yes.
Me: still don’t get it with Themis though
Eli: I did look like that.
Me: yeah but….with hair more flattish right?
Eli: yes
Me: why would you choose to be your younger self. When I had that dream lately.
Eli: as I said, it’s partly influenced
Me: so that’s why, I only see 90% of Themis art nowadays
Eli: Exactly
Me: do you know anything about Venat momentarily?
Eli: why do you keep asking?......
Me: I asked last time, something I don’t remember, but if you… ya know, why are you still hesitating about her? It's our mom, was our mom
Eli: was yes.
Me: but she still sees us as her children.
Elidibus hesitated to speak and burst into tears.
Me: are you crying?
Eli: yes
Me: don't………..It hurts you too much.
Eli: yes
Me: so you haven’t visited her?
Eli: I don’t wanna talk about it.
Me: so you did.
Eli: she forgave me yes.
Me: why you don’t want to talk about it then?
Pause.
Me: you feel ashamed
Eli: yes
Me: but you did what you could to save the world.
Eli: gasps I suppose that's true, yes.
Me: did you speak about this, truthfully through me?
Eli: yes I did.
Me: really?
Eli: yes
Me: I had a connection with her 1 or 2 times.
Eli: you did?
Me: didn’t I tell you?
Eli: yeah, but I dismissed it.
Me: why?
Eli: I don’t, ……I just…just…I didn’t care to remember I am sorry.
Me: but you remember now.
Eli: yeah. It sank away. I just wanna forget about it.
Me: but you will keep remembering, you don’t have a physical body, you can’t say just to forget about it.
Eli: that’s the problem
Me: right, I am sorry to bother you with this.
Little pause
Me: she visited our kids.
Eli: yeah, I know she told me.
Me: is it quite recently you visited her.
Eli: yes.
Me: so she finally visited her grandchildren.
Eli: yes she did………..now stop about her.
Me: owwww I am sorry. I don’t have a chance to, well not anymore lately (referring to discord members that turned silent)……you are the only one I can ask.
Eli: that’s true, doesn’t make it easy though.
Me: I understand
Little pause
Me: according to what you said with movement answers about the clone in Pandaemonium.
Eli: oh right
Me: you said you did remember more than what was just named.
Eli: Absolutely
Me: what you do as Ascian
Eli: yes, correct
Me: you did?
Eli: yes yes, yes
Me: which ones are hazier? I bet there are some.
Eli: prior I became a convocation member mostly.
Me: other things aside normal work things are faded away?
Eli: not all of them. Like..
Me: what
Eli: the moments with Azem
Me: you
Eli: no. no. no. no not that.
Me: it was a “she" right?
Eli: yes it was a woman.
Me: was she with Emet?
Eli: they were very close, let's put it that way.
Me: were they married?
Eli: no,
Me: bonded?
Eli: I don’t know the details, and I don’t gonna ask either.
Me: awwwww…. Were they in love?
Eli: if I would,…..yes. thinking deeply yes they were in love yes.
Me: but they weren't married.
Eli: no, marriage was a bit different then.
Me: soulbonding.
Eli: yes.
Me: marriage is just for, ya know to celebrate and let me guess he finds that too embarrassing.
Eli: I am not certain, but he is the type for that yes. He is like “I like you and find you annoying but I love you”
Me: laughs loud a love-hate relationship
Eli: snorts yes.
Me: but they were soulbonded?
Eli: absolutely, yes.
Me: isn’t marriage like what it is called in the game like eternal bonding?
Eli: yes exactly. But then without the festivity, Emet didn’t want that probably I don’t know. I can see him declining that. And he was a bit embarrassed to others to have a relationship with the reckless Azem.
Me: is that true?
Eli: yes, but most people figured it out anyway.
Me: but that’s true?
Eli: yes
Me: laughs I like these sweet stories though. Did Hythlodeus knew?
Eli: yes, he knew everything about Emet, every little thing.
Me: right XD hmmmmm Eric was 25 right?
Eli: yes
Me: I am amazed so many things came true in 6.4. can you give me more visions?
Eli: when we come again, we will.
Me: we will?
Eli: yes, when we appear again you will get more visions yeah
Me: why is it related to the game?
Eli: I cannot tell but. It creates visions that we need to do to give to the people who believe in us. Everyone will have others.
Me: 7.0 is like a holiday expansion.
Eli: at the end of the expansion or patches we will come back for other important matters.
Me: ohw, wait a minute are you ……gonna suggest another planet?
Eli: teasingly maybeeeeee.
Me: OMFG and you gonna help Azem to get there
Eli: no, they already have a spaceship. But….., they will guide him (Laha and/or Emet)
Me: oh, because you in the meantime already traveled there.
Eli: yes.
Me: is it a suggestion to Earth?
Eli: hmmmmmm not that much.
Me: will I be in it?!
Eli: no, I am sorry
Me: owwwwwww
Eli: laughs
Me: can you still try, even if it’s just a mention
Eli: maybe a mention like I can try that to get that in yes.
Me: maybe, but I bet I do not need to count on that.
Eli: no.
Me: mention about siblings
Eli: yeah
Me: that there were a total of 7, and that you had 1 particular sister that you swore to protect, I mean that’s more than enough for me.
Eli: hmmmmmm I can manage that I think, yes. It depends on what they gonna implement in the story I think I can call that yes at the very least.
Me: are you gonna say Venat is our mom?
Eli: depends on them.
Me: awwwwh
Eli: yeah. But it’s true though, I mean.
Me: you mean?
Eli: I would be less ashamed if she wasn’t
Me: I understand
A little pause of a soul merge
Me: the age you named I would die is not a surprise to me. I already had my suspicions. It didn't come that heavy, so I am not that surprised, I need to have the best 20 years of what I have to do now.
Eli: spread the word of our existence.
Me: do I need to write a book, for explanation for people who don't understand the story of the game? Or let's say who doesn't play the game…., do I need to?
Eli:……………………no.
Me: Would it be beneficial if I did?
Eli: it would only reach a few people, it's not necessary to do so. Reach the game people. Reach the gaming people who understand the story it saves you from more stress. It would only gain a few people who are open to believing it or even interested in playing the game as a result. By ya know give them more visualizing info, but it will not reach that many people.
Me: but other people said I would need to do that.
Eli: deeply sighs I don't want you to be put under pressure, it's not needed for your duty atm. If you have time, you can do it but don't feel obliged, do what's right that's all I can say.
Me: Ty. I can try though
Eli: focus on yourself, your body
I started to cry here.
Me: no, I do not want to continue living like this. but can it be treated? (my insomnia)
Eli: yes!
Me: Ty, should I just manifest it, so that I can sleep?
Eli: you could do that.
Me: I still need to manifest the sentence of my psychic abilities.
( I had a new line since August to be able to "see" Elidibus outside of dreams and visions)
Eli: later tonight
Me: really?
Eli: yes.
A little break in the conversation here.
Me: I love your hair.
Eli: laughs
Me: I love it, even though it’s only an image I see, on a pillow. I probably cannot visualize anymore now. See if I can? (didn’t work).
Another break here
Me: I honestly do not need to make a book to explain the story to people who don't play the game?
Eli: that’s 1 path, but not necessarily
Change of subject
Me: I know the wings ( on the back of the Ascian robes) that had to do with Zodiark that you dropped them.
Eli: yeah
Me: what about the shoulder plates?
Eli: we just don’t need them anymore ( aside from battle )
Me: what about the rest of the armour and the arms?
Eli: the sleeves we still have.
Me: and this? (pointing at the upper arm armour plate) right arm pointy thing?
Eli: no, no we don’t have that anymore
Me: and on the left arm to have a similar/lesser, I mean the lesser point-
Eli: no. The upper arms have no armour, but the sleeves still have and the rest of the robes.
Me: including the hips?
Eli: yes
Me: so like ummm, these things too? (the wingy things that stick out)
Eli: yes, the rest is still present for work, certain work.
Me: certain work?
Eli: for people who are ya know, not agreeing with you. if needed.
Me: so it’s more like an authority thing?
Eli: yes
Me: so you would change into the Ascian robes if you need to state your authority about certain situations that you are handling.
Eli: yes exactly. and they will go like; “Fuck”
Me: *laughs: that’s like a pre-warning before activating your glyph.
Eli: yes hahahahahahhaha.
Me: it’s like don’t piss off an Ascian, if you accidentally do you're fucked.
Eli: cannot disagree
Me: ohahhahahahah, oh yes is it a power limiter?
Eli: no, you already know that.
Me: yeah I know, just… thought of it.
Eli: hmmmm right.
Changes subject
Me: what would you like more? Kissing or sex?
Eli: soulbonding sex.
Me: above giving me physical sex?
Eli: yes.
Me: does it take you more effort to give me physical pleasure
Eli: yes, it actually does, that’s why I am getting, ya know, exhausted from it too.
Me: ohhhhhhh but your cummings are good, right?
Eli: oh yesssss. It’s absolutely worth it, absolutely, it’s just a little bit tiring.
Me: ohhhh
Eli: I am sorry
Me: is it that why you don’t bang me in the dream world. Is it easier here to do? If it’s so exhausting to do it in the 3D, then why are you doing it?
Eli: because I love you.
Me: awwwwwww, but ya know I want to experience some pleasure in a higher realm, in the dream world
Eli: there is a different kind of energy needed to do that.
Me: can you pls try?
Here is a part that I cannot make out what we said. But it's something about that when sex starts to happen in a dream I end up waking up instead and that is very disappointing of course.
Me: would you try if I was able to stay?
Eli: yes.
Me: ohhhh that’s nice to hear. Why do I wake up with you,- ya know next time you will make the attempt with sex.
Eli: deal.
Some NSFW here
So Eli got into the mood. And pleasured me, and he bit my neck which I felt very physically
This lasted for a few minutes.
End of NSFW
Change of subject.
Eli: as I said your mind is interfering
Me: that’s quite a thing, can you help me with that with the training? I will look later for another trip (date). Is there a training for not getting my mind interfered with?
Eli: you need to practice that.
Me: HOWwwww…………………………………ah emptying my mind.
Eli: yes, and only say the things that come directly to you like now. Speak the mind but do not read the mind.
Me: huh?
Eli: speak what instantly comes to you, do not think.
Me: Right.
(this is funny I learned this in the psychic training in October nice to hear this back, this valuable info)
Me: that’s hard, if you’re not having a trip, I can’t shut mind my mind like now. I mean I can do it now instantly as you say, yes I feel.
Eli: Good
Me: but without I am not certain, nevertheless even without shrooms.
Eli: That’s what you said.
Me: yeah but I also mean just 1 capsule to get this empty-mindedness. How can I practice that? Or let's say, how can I practice that without falling asleep.
Eli: hmmmmmmmm…………you will learn
Me: really? With the study?
Eli: yes. or at least to let me speak through you, better whenever you want.
Me: gasps
Eli: but yeah you need an empty mind for that.
Me: is it true what Triona said that claircognizant and clairsentience go together and clairaudience and clairvoyance.
Eli: yes
Me: I am not surprised though, but is clairvoyance really not my ability?
Eli: well everyone can. But not at this moment. It’s not your best….sorry…
Me: will I develop it in years?
Eli: if you keep dedicated to learn it, you will.
Me: good heavens I want to see you.
Eli: I know
We continued a bit more on emptying my mind and stuff.
Then a couple minutes I couldn't hear much of the recording until I checked if it was still recording and repeated a bit of it.
It was mainly about that, Elidibus sought out the akashic record of both our souls and discovered that we were already bonded before even incarnating as Ancients.
Me: Were we together in previous Ancient lives?
Eli: yes
Me: so that you do know.
Eli: yes, many lifetimes as ancients
and here is a part about us as siblings, but I couldn't make out exactly what was said.
Me: they say romantic soulmates will never incarnate as family members and that they will incarnate as a friend instead.
Eli: hmmm well we were siblings once, so.
Me: we were an exception?
Unfortunately, another part I couldn't make out, something with the Creator (permission or something?) and Elidibus replied with "Yeah technically"
Me: the mask I saw in my dreams was prettier (holding Eli's mask) pretty much that. Does it have the swirls on the side originally with yours?
Eli: not the side
Me: where does it go then? Does it go like under this and then this?
Eli: yeah but it doesn't go up, it goes down.
Me; like here
Eli: yes
Me: so this line do you have on the mask
Eli: yes but it goes down on the edge, not up.
Me: ah funny because that was on the first mask that I made.because I didn’t know how the line would go too.
Eli: yeah but that was actually the correct one.
Me: noooooo, that was the ugliest mask I have ever seen.
Eli: laughs
Me: I do not mean, you wearing it. But the one I made myself was hideous compared to that (points at resin cast mask). At first, I was like "Ohhh I made this mask! oehhhh” and then I received a 3d printed one, the one over there. And I am like; mine is thrash.
Eli: no Honey I loved it.
Me: sorry I threw it away I think
Eli: awww
Me: maybe it's on my display with the other masks, but I am not certain. Sorry, I find it so freaking ugly that didn't want to keep it.
Eli: awwwwwwh
Me: oh you find it pitiful.
Eli: yes
Me: oww I am sorry. Owww I didn’t know you liked it that much
(pause)
Me: I am sorry
Eli: it’s ok
Me: I will check if I still have it on my display with the other masks, but I am not certain if I threw it away either. Would you blame me?
Eli: no, I just mmph
Me: sorryyyyyyyy (pause) I was so freaking ugly when I compared them I was like. “the hell mine is hideous”
Eli: but I liked it.
Me: I didn’t knowwwwww T-T, I didn’t know you liked it.
Eli: I am sorry, I should have said so.
Me: Awwww, maybe I still have it.
Eli: don’t throw it away if you still have it.
Me: deal, I will keep it, somewhere in a box or something.
(unfortunately, I don't have it anymore, BUT I Found a Picture in the Old Discord group)
Me: I am not even sure if it was broken
(slightly interrupted by noise)
Me: how do you deal with those (negative/sad) emotions in the Higher realm?
Eli: yeah, if it happens you just forget
Me: ah.
Me: When Emet-selch notified you about me. you said you needed to check your crystal.
Eli: was recorded.
(unfortunately not hearable or we talked about that before I started recording and he didn't pay attention)
Me: but you didn't tell me what you did after
Eli: true, I was trying in a very careful way to bond with you already.
Me: but wasn’t that May 3rd?
Eli: that’s when I bonded with your higherself, but she didn’t recognize me immediately
Me: you mean, when I still had (something something 2021, couldn't make out what I said) she forgot.
Eli: yes she forgot because of the sundering.
Me: and Emet-selch alerted us.
Eli: didn't know what I felt, so I did some research to know if it was really you.
Me: was breaking my foot, part of the plan?
Eli: to get your book finished? Yes.
Me: but why?
Eli: so you had more time to do so.
Me: I, yes, I thought so already, so it was also written in the stars sorta say. That Castlefest couldn’t continue.
Eli: yes, you followed your path perfectly.
Me: good, will I get the chance to give the book to Yoshi or at least 1 of the dev team?
Eli: yes!
Me: good, you seem so very certain about that. I am like. “what if”
Eli: don’t think “what if”. You will.
Me: what about technology on Etheirys? Is it like in the game?
Eli: yes.
Me: more?
Eli; by now, yes.
Me: by now in 28 years.
Eli: 29
Me: right, it’s almost October. hahahah 29 already.
Eli: Earth years.
Me: yeah I know Earth years. But um what’s up with the agenda that you know 2 months upfront, and 1 month the time arriving.
Eli: that's the time I know for certain I can come around. Otherwise, it can still be changed. and you will be disappointed.
Me: yeah that’s true. Ty.
(talked about some personal stuff that is not important to share)
Me: fated to Bond for eternity, I love it. So even before we were convocation members?
Eli: yes
Me: that’s so beautiful, I guess it broke my temperance (from Zodiark)
Eli: yes, and the forgetfulness that came with it.
Me: yeah, I see, how is your memory?
Eli: better
Me: what is with that thing that Zeke said knowing your name is painful?
Eli: well, it's partly true, I do know my name. But it hurts the times that I have forgotten. When I carried that name, well in a physical body. and I forgot everything from my youth.
Me: so that’s the painful part of knowing your name.
Eli: yes.
Me: Right, but did you really forget your name?........as Ascian?
Eli: yes, not when I passed (defeated by WoL)
Me: you remember?
Eli: yes
Me: that’s also the name you carried as – let’s say, I call it Themis.
Eli: yes, that is my name (not Themis lol)
Me: Do we carry our soul's names as Ancients?
Eli: mostly yes.
Me: so there would be more Ayantano’s in the past.
(I just used my name for an example, the truth about my Higherself name will come in November ;)
Eli: or likewise names yes.
Me: so like Ayane or Ayanto, Aya
Eli; yes exactly
Me: That's very interesting though!
Eli; you connect with your parent, who is pregnant with you and tell the name.
Me: ohhh.
Eli: but variations exist.
Me: that's like here too, but aside from the name then
Eli: they can tell names here too.
Me: yeah in dreams yes, but what’s with in Ancient times?
Eli: they just pick it up better. they just know what name you want. because that name belongs to you.
Me: so you are also carrying your higher selves' names.
Eli: it’s a signature of your soul.
Me: is it that why I am not allowed to know (your name)……you said before
Eli: I know preferably not. As I previously said, " magically inclined". There is more to it but yeah.
Me: does it hold that much power?
Eli: yes, you could literally summon me if you would call my real name
Me: OHHHHHHH fock really?!
Eli: yes.
Me: why don’t you want me to?
Eli: ……………………it’s an oath for all of us.
Me: for all of the Convocation?
Eli: yes, we don’t share our real names.
Me: what’s with me then? I am a Convocation member too.
Eli: yeah but you have been on Earth. It’s only for members who haven’t been on Earth (incarnated), you are sundered as well.
Me: what about the real names of the sundered Ascians.
Eli: I suppose. I don’t recommend them to tell. just leave it with the Seat names.
Me: Right. But I guess the real names of the Unsundered will remain a mystery.
Eli: deep sigh yes.
Me: I would really love to call you name and you’re “poof” there.
Eli: pfft, I have work
Me: (laughing) Is that also a reason not telling me it?
Eli: yes
Me: you don’t want me to summon you instantly.
Eli: noooooooo -_- It's not really handy in case of emergencies
Me: yeah ok. So even a merge thought could teleport you instantly to me.
Eli: yeah, not entirely on thought, no. I can fight against it, but if it’s spoken out loud. I deep sigh. I don’t know how to explain this properly.
Me: oh well that's funny. Will I be able to see you?
Eli: nah I don’t think so. No.
Me: does it hold that much force those names?
Eli: yes, especially the Unsundered yes.
Me: that’s a sexy mystery
Both: LOL
Me: isn’t that a sexy mystery, the real names of the Unsundered.
Eli: you will never know.
Me: Neh neh neh lol (pause) you’re wonderful
Eli: you too.
Me: oh well at least we know that. I can summon you with your real name.
Eli: but you will not know.
Me: laughing would somebody tell me?
Eli: no. Nobody will tell you. That’s why you haven’t received it in a dream.
Me: OHHHHH, Fuck Ofcourse!
So here the doorbell rang, not for me to open it obviously. But what I skipped through this entire chat is that I asked my ex to get me Oreo's double cream for me. I made a "joke" about it to Eli it would take 2 h for him to get it.
Now at this point it was 5 mins away from the 2 hours. (while the grocery store is less than a single KM away from our house and he has a car……….)
Me: let's see it takes him 5 minutes to get it upstairs, and he takes 2H to get Oreos, wtf are you doing. I hope he delivered the packages.
Eli: nope
(he truly didn’t btw)
Me: reallyyyyyyy?! He forgot that! Mpfh. Did he bought 2 packs of Oreo's?
Eli: no
Me: let's see if I have another questionnnnnn. what's with the tree in Pandaemonium
Eli: that was just a tree.
Me: but it was special to you???
Eli: it has some vague memories that I cannot recall properly
Me: awwwwww? But you said it was special.
Eli: yeah but I don’t recall much.
(ex walks upstairs)
Me: Mah Oreo’s
So my ex gave me the Oreo's, thanked him and he left the room.
And Eli and I talked about some nonsense stuff about Oreo's here
Me: why is there a manual to eat Oreo’s in the package?!
Eli: laughs
Me: remove the cookie layer, licking the cream off as much as possible and then put the outer layer back and then dipping it into the milk…………WHAT?! You dip it immediately into the milk
Me: though if this cancels out the communication so much (because of the sugar), I am glad my ex took 2h.
(done with eating)
Me: can you still speak through me?
Eli: a bit
Me: hmmm before I forget, before this effect runs out. Final Fantasy 16.
Eli: Right.
Me: the end of Ultima
Eli: Ultimalius
Me: yes, was he a creation of you guys.
Eli: your mind is interfering, sorry. Save it for the next time
Me: right, was it even you guys.
Eli: The answer won't be pure, if I answer now to explain things
Me: fack. i should have waited with the oreo’s. “who made Ultima” was he even made?
Eli: well existent in some form.
Me: So was he manipulated by any of you? As Ascian ofcourse.
Eli: I do not know everyone’s matters, though-
Me: because you said it has to do with Pashtarot had to deal with that.
Eli: with the final design yes.
Me: but did Ultima operate out of its own?
Eli: yes.
Me: was it meant to do this.
Eli: no.
Me: but I did cause the Rejoining.
Eli: yes.
Me: so it did happen what you wanted to happen.
Eli: yeah but, not designed or planned in this case.
Me: because Ultima got defeated, was it supposed to be defeated?
Eli: didn’t matter, as long the rejoining happens, back then.
Me: ah, you also said Magic wasn’t needed for a rejoining...
Eli: that’s correct. we just create elements, like a tornado, it's wind, tsunami's, water or heavy heat waves is fire. That can be done without magic if they didn't had magic so.
Me: but the rejoining happened after Ultima was Defeated.
Eli: yes.
Me: what about that after-story? That there was no magic anymore?
Eli: that really never happened. That’s because there was a rejoining and there is no story left. so they went with a magicless planet.
Me: right, but you said Ultima is/was already existing that was adjusted by you guys.
Eli: Pashtarot did yes.
Me: hadn’t Lahabrea had anything to do with it?
Eli: I believe he was guiding it yes. But Pashtarot designed it.
Me: is there where the whole ancient race thing comes from? (in FFXVI)
Eli: partly
Me: Right. Was Clive a Shard? (of Wol)
Eli: yes, that was a Shard.
Me: why do they say he doesn't
Eli: because they don’t want it to be related. simple. They wanted to stay it's own stand alone story. But actually, it is just the 2nd Shard.
Me: you certain?
Eli: yes.
Me: oh well. “who made Ultima” I think we already got our answer?
Eli: I want you to ask it another time when you have a less occupied mind.
Me: ok.” who made Ultima, or designed it”(noted in phone notes)
Eli: for now you can type that up for your journal, but things can be changed, slightly. To give you better details or not.
Me: or not? You are teasing me a bit. You just want to make sure I got the info right the next time.
Eli: yes.
Me: hmmm deal. can I post this too?
Eli: yes.
Then decided to meditate a bit. With the sitting in the power exercise.
Unfortunately a lot of the recording during and after the first meditation started cracking sound due my headphones, a lot of conversations were gone this way.
After the meditation some melts of our transformations, like Ascian prime kinda thing. afterwards sex in transformation mode and normal sex after.
Eli; Thank you.
Me: you’re good now, for a while?
Eli: giggles
Me: why is my soul so special?
Eli: you are one of us.
Me: hmmm? Ok, let's put it in a different way. Why is my soul so attractive?
Eli: because you are you.
Me: but apparently I am attractive to others as well.
Eli: your light is healing.
Me: it’s because I am a phoenix.
Eli: maybe
Some meditation again.
After coming back from the toilet.
Me: you can still speak through me.
Eli: a bit.
Me: honestly I will miss you,
Eli: it’s almost finished.
Me: really?
Eli: yeah, if you have any specific questions I cannot answer them, your mind is too occupied right now.
Me: owh
Eli: sorry, your own thoughts will get in the way. Making it less pure for an answer.
Me: thank you anyway.
Eli: you’re welcome
Me: it still lasted longer than I thought it would.
Eli: Well yeah, that’s because as mentioned earlier, you know how to do it.
Me: Kinda. But It’s indeed lessening a lot. Shall I stop recording?
Eli: Not yet. I will let you know.
(then I read something on my phone)
Me: if your energy body is in full vibrancy, the physical body will naturally fix itself. Is this true?
Eli: yes, full vibrancy yes. But that’s not easy.
Here I started texting someone I don’t remember who, probably on discord or FB.
After a couple of minutes, Eli tried to reply to something. But words weren't formed. Just a sound of a tackling tongue.
Me: communication is fading?
Eli: yes
Me: I will cancel the recording now.
Group post
Did a shroom trip today.
But a lighter dose. I only wanted to let Elidibus speak through me. And succeeded with a little more than 1 gram. Instead of 5.
It was a pleasant light trip. And he said he loved me just as much as the creator/god
(this last sentence was probably during the bad sound happenings as I did hear him say "I love you just as much" but didn't type that up because I didn't know what I said.
When I come across themisXeric shipping comic (SFW) and I actually read it. I get pulled heavily on my ass. As a big NO NO... I do agree with Eli though. They are just friends.
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Sept 5th
SITTING IN THE POWER REPORT
What I did this time is that I pictured myself as the phoenix, and I was able to beam light more out of my body, and sending out. I have, according to Linala, verified with her like 5 times if I was in fact in contact with the Creator (aka God for simplification). And I only received "yes" answers. So I asked the one another to our Creator. Thus so far the things I know are correct. Also that Joshua is a Shard of mine. I also asked about Ultima/Utimalius. And I gained the answer the Ultima originally looked very different, and indeed someone of the Convocation worked on Ultima, maybe perhaps eventually he still looked like as in FFXVI, but that I didn’t ask.
The Creator guided me after the sundering to planet Earth, even though I was already drifting away from Etheirys, he guided my soul to Earth. So he actually let me drift toward Earth.
And I asked if I could return with Elidibus to the Aetherial realm of Etheirys after this life and stay there. and he was fine with that.
I asked where my shards were. The ones that tried to rejoin during the rejoinings, so the Shards that are rejoined with the Source. have drifted off and are here and there (across the universe). It corresponds with Joshua because the 2nd Shard doesn't exist anymore. He is somewhere else, on a different planet. So that's correct. The other Shards of mine on the existing Shards of Etheirys are still there. So the ones that couldn’t rejoin drifted off to other planets. If they are here I don’t know. But I gained a feeling as answer as if they were Scattered across the great expanse, so the half of all my shards. So about 1 half is scattered (8 me included) and the 2nd half is on the 6 original shards. I can't rejoin on Earth. (not in the rejoinings way of Etheirys that is, i.o.w instantly. more on this in January) If I am back on the Source and Joshua would visit me, and we choose to rejoin at that moment, then it is still possible. But then I need to be on Etheirys and not here on Earth because it can't happen here. So technically, ( I am thinking about it right now). If I am there, and a Roaming Shard that just passed arrives, we can still rejoin that would be awesome. I really like this, I gonna tell Elidibus this, he would be very pleased to hear this.
We talked about Joshua and the dream I had this morning about him. That would have been an event that Joshua had experienced. I recently asked if I could get those dreams more often like I was Emet-selch once that was about to be guillotined and later escaped. Wanderer of Shards was the name of the dream iirc. And now this was the same with Joshua well and that and the Creator confirmed that he was a shard of mine.
Then I asked if he could connect me with Aidenin, which is the real name of Joshua. And this took a little while. But Joshua came over to me as the Phoenix. And then we merged a short bit.
When the 2nd sitting in the power meditation had ended ( I do 2 in a row for a total of 30 minutes). I thanked both of them. The Creator left, and Joshua was still there for a little moment. But I said he could go. And thanked him again. Then I felt something leaving but I still left half rejoined? I feel more powerful, kind of, temporarily probably ( this happened to be true), but well yeah. This was my report.
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Sept 9th
Since the scions will be split in 7.0. Eli said the twins would be separated due to disagreement. (if this doesn't happen in Dawntrial, then it was how it really was on the real Etheirys)
So I had my first classes today of psychic training.
And we did a couple of practices with each other. To gain information about the one you work with. We did reading cards. Which I wasn't very good at. Also to short time for me again any relevant info.
The second practice was to get into someone's energy field and soul. Mine were not very detailed but the info I gained was correct from that person.
This person is also an E.T/starseed. And while reading me. She picked up Elidibus as my brother! So i told her without any game details that he was with me atm, and he was my brother 12000 years on our home planet.
Her answer was; yes I sense a male brotherly energy, very protective toward you.
Well, he was my personal protector in that life so she is very correct.
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Sept 10th
She also said something about the number 13th would be my favorite number. I told her about the council of my planet called the Convocation of Fourteen. And that the 14th member always reincarnates so 13 remain in the astral.
But last night i remembered more to that and told her this: "Well each member hold a seat number and a title name aside from their real names. And my brother of that past life you picked up has the 13th seat. So yeah it is my favorite number
Her reaction "Hi How are you today
That's Brillaint ,The last bit of information makes a lot of sense now. Thanks so much for letting me know "
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Sept 14th
Before I forget again to post the things I tried or saw with Elidibus.
So for my study, I need to go Soul to Soul to get details of the other person. But no one physically is with me during the week. But Eli is here the entire day, so I tried it with him. Some interesting things I picked up.
First faded image was that he showed his convocation crystal to me when he firstly received it from the convocation.
I picked it up to look more closely. I tried to focus more if I could see the constellation. But it wasn't or not visible.
The second image was that he transformed into a similar transformation of P11.
After questioning. He showed me how to transform within our house.
I transformed vaguely into a phoenix.
Later I asked how high the ceilings were at the homes of the ancients.
Twice the size of an average ancient which is 5.90meters x2
.......
Then thinking back how high they were in the game in amaurot i couldn't doubt that information. I completely forgot they were that high.
Ah yes, the third thing I saw.
When he sacrificed himself, dark energy was swirling around his limbs, covering his entire body and eventually became a cocoon-like shape. And then Zodiark formed around it. Zodiark had the shape we see in the statue of the Chrysalis.
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Sept 15th
Ascian plotting in ff7 rebirth.
have you seen the new FF7 rebirth trailer? in the end, they say "the reunion when worlds merge" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5ZXqcymx0CI
aside from the new world order thing (which I don't like) could it be a story before the 7th shard rejoined?
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Sept 18th
Funny I found another person saying their azem transforms into a phoenix......or finds them representing a bird
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Sept 19th
The ring has arrived. But got my money back from Amazon because it was too late. if this isn't a gift from above (Elidibus's doing) then I don't know anymore lol
A friend reply to the ring: It has to be, it's too coincidental.
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Sept 20th
Little note. I saw myself in a dream. My ancient self. I look a lot like I am here on this art
(this is a Ko-fi commission I paid for)
And just now with a meditation, I fell asleep for 5 or 10 min. I saw myself again as ancient trying to remember something. There was more but it got completely erased when I came back to the meditation that was still playing.
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Sept 21st
I find it utmost creepy and awesome at the same time that the name Ætheris is popping up on multiple things, band names, Kickstarter games, and a webstore selling black hooded streetwear (black hooded cough cough). but just found out Ætheris is also the name of a business here in the Netherlands 0-o since 2007. also, the fact Etheirys in French is Ætherys and that's how the real planet is spelled. in German, it's Ætheris like above.
spelled as "Aetherys" I found many other things even a fanfic story that is not FFXIV related about a dragon and a girl https://www.fanfiction.net/s/12243424/1/Aetherys haven't read it yet. but Ysayle/Shiva with Hraesvelgr came to mind instantly.
also funny Ætherys is Icelandic language according to Google Translate. if you translate it to French you get Éthérys pronounced pretty much the same as in the game except for the (capital) é. but also figured out Google can't pronounce it correctly XD.
looking up what Ætherys means without FFXIV. so far no results. obviously has to do with Aether. but how did it got inherit here in the first place? where did the "ys" after Aether come from? I feel like some sort of philologist right now
An interesting post of the game: https://www.reddit.com/r/ffxiv/comments/rnfmdz/endwalker_name_meanings_translations_and/?rdt=48344&onetap_auto=true
Etheirys itself is not mentioned but a lot of other names are.
well that was my ramble moment of today XD
ok, I think Aetherys is equivalent to Etheric. with means "heavenly" or translated from Latin: sky of the heavens.
oh well, Etheirys means "sparkling sky" according to the Japanese lore book. while in English it is based on Aether and Aether sparkles or something like that. someone explained that in a Twitter post.
ok that was it for real now back to work
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Sept 24th
Yus 1 of my classmates is fascinated about the story and planet of a game is an actual planet. And want to speak again to hear everything.
Funny enough i discovered a habit between star seeds/ET's versus souls who only have been on Earth.
Mainly star seeds and other ETs can peer deeper into each other's soul. And have access to information on what the Earth's souls can't pick up. Also, they are very fascinated to hear about other Worlds. While the others (Earth souls) may find it very interesting but do not ask questions to learn more about it.
Also regarding me picking up things for others, despite my novice level with other people I do get actual messages imprinted that are spot on. And with Earth souls, I have more trouble with it. But if I get anything it's correct.
So later I came across a tweet that we will get the Elpis flower patch
I am deceased. I dreamed this night we would get an Elpis flower patch as a housing item.
And someone printed on a screenshot with his entire garden full of it.
It was gorgeous.and now I read on twitter we get a Elpis flower patch.
Found it.
But it's indoors.
Maybe the outdoor one in Dawntrail. (but here it's a printed screenshot lol)
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Sept 26th dream
So i finally had a possible vision again. But this time about the Unsundered getting back.
Elidibus was held up by Emet and Lahabrea, but in Ascian-Lahabrea (datamined model) and Emet-solus look. They wore plain black robes iirc. Elidibus was weak from something that had happened.
I watched them from above.
Then later Elidibus went to the crystal tower. I first had a different scene before getting back there.
I climbed over a huge wall and I was there again.
I merged myself with a big purple crystal and took Zodiark's form. But still felt like myself. I did have 2 horns on my head but was further humanoid. I felt 2 huge feathered wings on my back but didn't see them.
I called Elidibus (who had his back turned to me). Who changed to Themis looks when turned around and looked at me.
Said my name "Ayane". And tried to reach out. We gave each other a hug and he became energy. (I was freaking huge btw) after that, I removed myself and the dream went about other shizzle. Which I will tell in the online/book version.
Now that Eli just arrived here I asked about the one another. So something was going on with a Zodiark shard and the WoL needed to fight it. After that fight the Unsundered cane back. But because Elidibus was still primodial linked to Zodiark he was weakened. And thus carried/assisted by the other 2.
The Zodiark's scene was Elidibus merging with it again temporarily. He stayed himself. And repaired something and removed himself again.
I can't wait for this to happen in the patches of Dawntrail or at the end of 7.x XD
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Sept 27th
my bestie made this one. I didn't know exactly where Venat was standing because it was my bestie's MSQ. but this happened.
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Sept 28th
In addition to the dream on the 26th.
I watched an older interview back where they said there are no Zodiark shards left. But Elidibus said that isn't true.
The same with Hydaelyns shards. ....she apparently sundered herself according to the game lore. But Elidibus clearly says she was never sundered.
In an interview they said there are no shards of her left. Because why? Because they never existed in the first place maybe?????
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Sadly no further DM's from other people this time.
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Remaining Dreams of September
Sept 5th
the dream was initially busy with random stuff. just before I became Joshua I walked up to him. somehow I was wearing an open blouse that hung open, without a bra. so the rest was naked from my upper body, so no shirt under the blouse.
I put the blouse over my boobs as much as possible so that it wasn't too obscene. but they were still quite visible. but they were still quite visible (the blouse could not be closed completely and therefore hung open)
so I walked towards him. and he was sitting on the edge of a restaurant balcony. he looked at me seriously.
Then I was him, I was outside in a large square. there were some bad guys further up in a tower. I pointed my finger towards it, focused so that I made a large energy ball, but it was not visible. I shot it anyway.
Me: poof haha.
A few seconds later the tower had turned into a very tall building with a lot of windows at the top. and was still hit by that energy attack. and everything exploded inside.
Me: I might not be able to see the magic but it sure did its work.
Then I was the Phoenix and was closer to the building. I fired a fire attack to destroy the rest, I didn't expect to see the attack at first but I saw it anyway.
Evil Boss: Get him!
I flew away, but they soon created a tornado to attack me. I tried to run at first but it caught up with me. I launched fire attacks but didn't work. I beat my wings hard to counteract the wind and thus lift the tornado. But that didn't work either.
spontaneously I made a high-pitched singing sound that had such a high frequency that the tornado disappeared.
I was still being chased. and I flew through all the side streets of the city to shake them off. eventually, I flew into a hedge garden with patterned boxwood trees
I became myself in Josh's Body and hid behind a large boxwood ball, which had others standing next to it.
it was put quite close together. I crouched down and watched them walk from the bottom. I saw their feet.
they were not ordinary people. they were half Robot or alien, as some had green-purple feet. I would say alien.
my right leg was still sticking out on the aisle and I was retracting it. they didn't see me. After waiting for a while until nothing else passed by, I flew into the air and looked to the right. they were far away including the boss.
they didn't see me "yet".
I waved my arms to become the phoenix again. this took a while and about 3 attempts. only at the last one did they see me again.
I was flying through everything again. This time I went into a building and my size was adjusted so I could fly into it. some people were shocked. the building was crowded. I went to the top floor to escape out the window there.
I became half Phoenix, half human. passed through a control gate and went to a locked window. I tried to open it. When I just opened it I woke up.
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Sept 17th
I was at a My Little Pony convention and someone was selling Flutterbats plushies (if you don't know what it is just google it). I had nothing left to sell and wanted to buy them and then sell them again for more. I picked up the last 4 and wow ask how expensive they were. the seller wasn't there for a while, but someone said there was a sign.
I looked; €88.88
Me: yes bye, that's too much.
Only when the seller came back, it was Emet as Solus.
Me: huh?
I grabbed the Flutterbats again, because I had thrown them back in the box they were in. This time I found 5. I quickly looked at the sign again, now the price was €28.88
I walked to Emet with 5 pieces.
Me: 5 for €100?
I made this offer myself very often......when it was still possible
Emet: sure.
but then he walked away. I quickly took €100 from my wallet and followed him.
Me: wait!
After chasing him for a while I was finally able to give him the money. he was very dull with emotion.
Emet: yeah, thank you.
then it was about something else. I thought Emet was in it at first, but I don't know what it was about.
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Sept 25th
Hermes’s Pandora's Box aetheric puzzle adventure.(very long dream)
I actually have no idea what Pandora's Box is, but that's what I call it.
I haven't had this dream since my last home. at the end, I think. so at least 7 years ago.
and otherwise, it was before FFXIV ARR! That was 12-13y ago. maybe even before my son was born.
maybe even before my son was born.
Back then I had this dream regularly and became more and more skilled at solving the puzzle. now I had to guide others in what to do With Lahabrea as a companion in standard black robes. like Ascian without markings and armour. with a mask on. But let's get started.
first, the dream started about finding some people who were lost in a giant resort. After solving that I came across Red (Pokémon) and another Pokemon trainer. Red had a Garchomp that could attack First Fang. 100% chance of Flinch so guaranteed to get in. I saw the name
Me: first fang?
Red: yes 100% chance or Flinch, so you always win.
Me: oh that's handy.
other trainer: yes it is the strongest attack that exists.
then I decided to pick up the puzzle. but rather that I had to do it. What I had already learned in previous dreams, I now knew what to do.
I had to connect something with a water hose. this had to do with the end of the puzzle.
I grabbed the first green water hose that was connected to a water source, far from where I needed to be today.
I needed a second one, this one was yellow and endlessly long. I attached this to the green one. I continued walking through my old neighbourhood (where I grew up). the water hose was through a flat wrapped by poles of the gallery. (I was outside the apartment from about 20 meters away)
I pulled the hose and it let go. someone was walking across the gallery at that moment.
someone: what are you doing?
Me: loosen the hose.
he didn't say anything else and continued walking. I pulled on the hose until it was completely loose.
from here I had with me a young girl whom I had helped before. (who got lost at the beginning)
we walked on. we arrived at a swimming pool. We had to get through there without standing out or being suspicious to get the hose through
I changed into a Paldean Wooper and found myself dragging the hose along. people there thought it was funny. I turned into another Pokemon, I thought it was a flying one.
girl: I think you better go back to the other one.
Me: yes
so I did.
Once the hose passed through the pool, we arrived at the starting point of the puzzle. the hose had to be connected to a lock that was in the ground. the water was needed to open the lock at the end of the puzzle.
somehow that hose was able to get all the way through the maze.
Me: ok that's done, let's get the rest.
Girl: yes!
we flew the long way back to Red and the other trainer. the girl wanted to fly back the way we came.
Me: we better fly as the crow flies, it's shorter.
girl: okay!
we flew higher over the houses. with a slightly larger bend to the right and a little further on we arrived back at Red and Co. but Lahabrea was there too.
Me: everything is installed we can go...Oh! Lahabrea!
I don't remember exactly what he said. but he came with us.
Laha: I would like to go with you.
Me: sure!
there were 5 of us.
I think we first had to find the right tool to open that entrance lock. Previously, during my first attempts, I tried that with sticks. Finally, after having this happen a few times, I found a kind of crowbar that easily opened the lock of the opening.
I found this tool in no time.
Then we were all at the entrance. I opened the lock with the tool and had to place a piece behind the hook that you could not see. but I knew where it was. I levered the tool down and the lock opened. a hole the size of an orange was in the ground.
girl: do we have to go through that?
Me: yes, you jump in with a diving motion, - Red, take Garchomp with you, we're going to need it.
Red: yes.
I went first and dove in like you learn in swimming lessons with hands palmed together. the rest followed.
I first saw all kinds of gold jewellery.
Me: we're here.
we arrived in a hall where everything your heart desired was located. but you weren't allowed to touch anything otherwise you would get stuck forever (so yes in the beginning of these dreams it was actually a nightmare) or you won't have enough time to get to the end because there is a time limit from when you open the lock.
the girl takes a bag of popcorn
Me: NO DON'T GRAB ANYTHING otherwise we'll get stuck. or we won't have enough time to reach the end!
the girl giggled and walked away with it and ate it.
Me: don't put it back!
Red and the other one didn't take anything anyway and looked at her judgmentally.
But then I saw Arceus fly by. and did something. I just don't know what anymore.
then Lahabrea decided to help her. he grabbed her and flew up and wrapped his robes around her and he glowed in aurora colors.
Laha: this etheric shield will protect you, let's go.
The moment he said that I was floating above him.
I don't know how, but we were immediately at the final stage. Normally there were at least 2 phases in between where you would be tested
Me: ok quickly we need sand shovels to find the next lock.
we randomly grabbed small sand shovels from people on the beach (without the sea). that they didn't need. but some we had to ask and that was allowed, but.....
When we were grouped, someone came to us from whom we had borrowed one.
someone: yes you can use it, but in exchange for something else. do you have any ads? (yes he means YT commercials)
me (thinking): oh yes, they want something in return, which you can't get here
Me: one moment
and I took the group aside.
Me: ok quickly, we'll grab everything and fly over the wall, they can't get there.
No sooner said than done.
We arrived at the place where the last lock would be. And contained the key to get out of here.
I cut away a layer of sand in the ground with a shovel. and saw the top of the lock but I only saw part of the whole.
Me: Ok a little more.
I shovelled away more soil.
Me: Oh there it is. dig people! we are in a hurry.
We got the lock, out of the ground and placed it where the water hose ended.
There were instructions written down by Fandaniel-Hermes.
Me: Oh Hermes?
While reading I already did things that were written down as to what we had to do.
"connect the box (lock) to the water.
Check with the rinse stops whether the water is leaking. Press the box to pump the water into the hole.
(it was now a pump with something you could press with your hand).
Then open the box".
Me: I have already done the rinse stops, but I will still check......ok it leaks a bit but that is fine.
The yellow water hose was damaged. but was still just close enough to make it work. a kind of thin layer of fabric kept the water from leaking.
Me: just possible.
I pressed the water pump a few times and the water was pumped into a hole that softened the box. I dug the box out of its contents.
Me: I have the key guys! Let's go!
Girl: yes, let's go!
Me: but we're not there yet. On the way back we have to defeat 5 more bosses.
Red: yes, let's do it.
We left the room. we arrived in an ominous place.
Me: ah, Ghost type, we have to defeat Gengar!
A huge Gengar emerged. the others were ready to attack. Gengar and I both cast Shadowball. But mine hit first, and I 1 shot him.
Red: What?
Lahabrea stayed behind here but did not notice it immediately. We moved on to the next one, which was Shiva (Ryne version), so ice element.
Me: ok so ice it is.
I transformed into a fully detailed Phoenix and saw myself. I launched the attack that charges the same as the Rising Phoenix mount, only for me it became a ball of fire that I shot. and I had 1 shot of Shiva.
Red: What again?
Then we were pulled into the water. The room was spontaneously filled with water and you saw those bubbles appear before your eyes before the next scene started.
This is where the group split, I think because I ended up with the one that came after the water. I think one of the Pokemon trainers did that because I ended up with Earth/Fighting.
Me: where am I, Psychic type?
I saw a sort of pony-like creature.
Me: oh no, this is Earth element. with fighting? Ok, psychic attack it is.
Red was coming but I had already started my own psychic attack.
Girl: (who suddenly joined the fight) Did you do protect?
Me: yes
Girl: that shouldn't do any damage.
He now attacked her and then me again. we both did Protect. I was surprised that it worked the second time in a row. I then cast another psychic and it was defeated.
Then we were outside the building where the fight took place.
Only here I woke up slowly. I thought we had one more to beat. Wind or something I thought, but apparently we were already done.
the girl communicated via telepathy method because they were already gone.
Girl: we're done, Lahabrea stayed behind.
Me: (telepathically) will he come back/out then?
Girl: Yeah.
Me: ok
Then I woke up,
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I hope you liked this chapter and that it was worth the wait!
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