My Ascian Journey - Chapter 52: Questions for Lahabrea April 2025
April 1-4th
I asked TK about ultima of FFXVI etc and shared the info of past chapters, the ones from the shroom trips
TK: Lahabrea still says neither him nor Pashtarot did anything with Ultima in terms of creating. The xvi one was mearly encountered when the shit was going on with Pandemonium. He says he supposes Eli could link it coming from tampering with the Heart of Sabik to "creating" it, but he was mearly messing with it and it appeared. Pashtarot orginally wanted to use him as a guard/soldier and attempted to help train. When the sundering happened Ultima still survived and they placed him and some other beings (? I did not play xvi yet so I'm not sure how their "deities" work, I know Ultima is still an alien) onto that shard. Rest is correct as far as he knows for that Ultima (there's other parts of it that did exist in other shards). I suppose saying "worked on" was training.
Also no i saw what you posted, but I cannot ask Lahabrea stuff whenever I want to, only when he is around. SO I had to wait.
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(later at the end of 2025, I started up a new group for especially my readers, members of my original group are not in there, but the one who used to contact me through the chat of my weblog about ultima eventually joined, Ultima already existed before that. (that chat I will add by that time). So he was in that shard of Sabik long ago already, so this would match up that he appeared from the heart of sabik to begin with.
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Me: Ahhhhhh tysm for this! It clarifies a lot! I suggest waiting for a sale on steam to buy it If you are short on money. Or ask it for your Bday? I highly recommend it!
So those parts of ultima following it own thing/rules rather than the things it got ordered to do is true. But the end result was the same, a rejoining.
Also here is the wiki page of ultima https://finalfantasy.fandom.com/wiki/Ultima_(Final_Fantasy_XVI)
Though i think that his species were 14 instead of 16 unless you get different info about it after reading.
Also that they created humans is not true that just game lore
April 5th
Me: Emet- selch on earth be like: https://www.facebook.com/share/r/1EJJNNANat/Jezzah: Oh my gawd yes XD
Me: him doing that out of habit for the first time he is on earth snaps..... nothing happenes...snap snap snap. ..........face palm XD
Jezzah: I wonder if I would be able to recognize him
Me: maybe not at first sight. they have to [redacted]. though Eli said to me they will change their appearances to what the look like for real. they can reconstruct the dna in the body. it will take time but eventually we will have spot on living unsundered on this planet XD.
well most of it he says
jezzah: I see Emet as a fancy rich man
Me: [redacted] in case they are at my door at some point.
Jezzah: He said don't get my hopes up. Shocked Pikachu face. I HAVE HIM BACK!
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Rest of the conversation is either offtopic or classified :P
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April 6th
Dm’s with TK
Me: ( I linked her the piece of text about the DNA above) if you have anything to add on the dna story eli said to me. pls do.
TK: You sure it's gonna take that long for Emet to do anything with his places? Lahabrea says that we don't have much longer to wait for over here, like a few years
Me: I don't know when lahabrea and emet will come. I didn't ask any timeframe for them, the 2036 was just a joke, eli said Emet probably wont do that anyway to take putin's place. All i know eli comes first at the end of this decade (earliest timeline) and the other 2 a few years later depending on how quickly they can find a suitable host that can handle their high frequency. Not every body can just hold a 8th Dimensional being with the ability to keep the powers they have.
But did you check on the DNA changing powers with Lahabrea?
TK: Lahabrea said the last time you asked Eli that, things may have changed since then. The people they are working with that are the hosts are becoming ready faster than they thought. They want to all come at the same time now so they can work at the same time, because things are getting worse than what were the original plans. It may still be a few years but they all want to come at the same time.
Also for that he said "duh, who do you think we are?" Lmao
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At the end of May I did another session with Louie he confirmed they will come together. I didn’t said that to him. I only said that they would come probably sooner. Then Louie said they would come together to have the trinity powers of them.
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Me: hahahhahahhahahhahahahhahahahhahahahha. but awesome to hear! ya know i have a disadvantage to my communications. as a conscious channeller my human mind and desires get in the way sometimes. and that results into inaccurate anwers. so i am happy to verify things with you.
TK: I got the dumb mind sometimes too lol
Me: ah well, thusfar your channelling have been spot on on what you told me. but they have found possible host already? eli said yesterday he didn’t know yet. or did he say that to keep it a surprise XD
TK: They have had a host for a bit lol I think Eli was keeping it a surprise. I have no idea who it is though.
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This would match up with the very old info in 2021 about that pagan woman that suddenly got attacked by a demon or something after her channelings. In short what she channeled back then is that Elidibus was looking for a body here on earth. So that wasn’t false information. But she did said he would join the body that is already occupying a soul. But that isn’t correct. He will have his own body and soul. More I cannot say on the matter.
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TK: Lahabrea said each of them I think has one they are working with but they don't know each others host until its time so they don't interfere with each other. (He said that isn't towards Eli but he isn't sure that Emet wouldn't at times X`D)
Me: lol. um i had a channelling with emet last year + HYTH! and originally hyth had no intention to come [redacted]. but emet said a soft pls as Emet originally didn't want to go, but was forced to by Eli XD.
TK: 😂
Me: that was so hilarious as they spoke both through me.
so if emet has a close friend. then we know who it is
i wonder who of the sundered ones ar going i know a few for certain. i was told Igeyorhm and nabriales for sure. but what about the rest? can lahabrea tell something about it?
i know not everyone will come, but a handfull were still considering last year
unless igey and nabs changed their mind since then idk.
TK: Pashtarot wants to, Igey and Nabs yes, the one Sphene/calex probably related to wants to (I can't spell it 😭 lol)
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At this point in time we didn’t know any better than Deudalaphon, but in later patches Halmarut came into the picture. Though it seems Deudalaphon was involved at the ninth’s technology, atleast originally. But they left him out. More on this at the date of patch 7.4. the question now remains is it Deudalaphon or Halmarut that want to come here?
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Me: deudalaphon XD.
i need to look up my stuff but iirc i indeed had pashtarot aswell aswer that he would come yes!.
what about mitron and loghriff? and more interestingly Emmeroloth. because of that 1 member we once had.
TK: Mitron and Loghriff was a 'maybe' last time Lahabrea checked
Me: omg indeed. i got they were still thinking about it/considering
TK: :o neat
Me: hold on i gonna look up my stuff
meanwhile ask for the rest.
halmarut, altima, fandaniel,
TK: Pashtarot wants to because he likes this planet apparently and wants to see it prosper/protect it (since he's the Knight-Star after all lol), Igey and Nabs interested in stuff here iirc (I asked this awhile ago), Mitron and Loghriff I'm not really sure, they are interested but aren't fully on board yet. Halmarut I got a "possible, but not sure". Altima and Fandaniel also "not sure"
ME: from what i had back at the end of May 2024
Emet: First we the Unsundered will come. Then Nabriales and igeyorhm at least. Mitron and Loghriff are considering, Fandaniel is a big No because he is afraid to fail. Pashtarot and Altima maybe later. Deudalaplon and Emmeroloth I don't know.
now this wasn't recorded so i wrote down from memory he did spoke about halmarut and the rest that wasn't in this text, but i simply forgot when the session was over.
TK: Lahabrea said Fandaniel talked to some.of the others and changed to "maybe" lol
Me: iirc what you say about halmarut is indeed what emet said.
and oh that must have happened recently then that fandaniel changed it?
TK: He said that was very recent. He is actually surprised his opinion changed
Me: yeah because i asked it like a week or 2 ago for the last time iirc.
TK: (replying to my emet channeling) Unsundered first, pashtarot, nab and Igey want to come "asap" (apperently some of them also have a host they are working with already, again I have no idea who they are). Mitron, Loghriff if they decide to come would be later.
Me: very interesting. what do you have on emmeroloth btw?
TK: Emmeroloth was on "interested"
Me: because that emmeroloth of that ex member we had ya know.
TK: I know lol
Me: is she really gonna take her body? or will she go to someone else's
TK: Lahabrea said "someone else's, that person is not fit to hold her"
Me: yeah figured, too mentally instable aswell.
now i have a question though. what will happen to the connection we have now when they have a body? eli said it would stay but more telepathic then actually be hanging around.
TK: Lahabrea says "correct"
Me: good!
TK: Lahabrea also like (tiny wave emoji)😂
Me: XD i don’t get the emoji it's so small is it waving?
TK: Yeah lol
Me: XD. would lahahbrea come at your door when he has his body XD. i mean i do not need to explain eli lol.
TK: He said when stuff starts happening he will come to get me. And some others apparently.
Me: get you? as it taking you elsewhere? or visit you? XD
TK: Well visit but then take cause we are all helping, aren't we? He said we are
Yeah he said "you are helping Elidibus"
Me: yeah……. wait a minute. the practitioner (louie) said (the one who confirmed the timeframe or their coming to earth) said we would eventually live in some kind of apartment complex (a big one mind that) maybe you can compare it to a free company house with chambers. so the unsundered, me i thought as first. i originally dismissed the info on that. but now you say he would take you elsewhere. now i am thinking of this. will we meet and be together in that same place where ever that is? i am just thinking out loud kinda. feel free to correct me.
TK: He said there was more then one complex because of each of them working on different stuff but yes
Me: holy shit
TK: But each is able to visit each other.
Me: nice. eli already said 2 days ago i would eventually finally meet you and the rest in person when they come.
TK: Lahabrea joked and said he was gonna name it Pandamonium again, I went " wtf really" and he just laughed and said he was being silly.
Me: hahahhahahhahaha. this entire planet is about becoming one tbh.
with all that dark shit in Europe.
TK: People keep disappearing over here
Me: whut, has the rapture already begun?
TK: No not like that I don't think but people are being taken
Then the government say they can't bring them back.
Me: oh god. they are being sacrificed to demons.
TK: They are actual citizens not immigrants
Me: that exactly the excuse they use here with childeren that are taking away from their parents.
i know.
TK: There was one recently that he was a citizen in the state near me, they took him. One of the judges told them "bring him back", they refuse to and say they can't. Have a feeling he's no longer with us if they say that
Me: there are satantic rituals under government leaders here in my focking city in a hidden fake hotel. exact location is unknown to common public. only kevin anneth knows.
master spy in case you don;t know. is against the governments.
TK: The news doesn't say all of them but there has been quite a few people taken and their case workers have no idea, cannot get in contact with them, and the actual decent/good people in power are given no reason why
Some of the judges are afraid they will also get taken because they are trying to stop stuff or find out more
Me: OMFG they are trying to eliminate the good cause
those very good people we actually need.
TK: The reason you hear is that they are part of a gang, but most people aren't at all
I keep hearing shit will happen on Easter but I'm not sure how true that is or not. (April 20th)
Me: as in intuitive knowing, podcast or hearsay? or lahabrea?
TK: A mix of I have heard that from people who know what's going on in the government, I have a bad feeling about it, and Lahabrea says "it's possible, there are people trying to stop it atm".
Me: jesus
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Now that I read this message back, no I wasn’t implying on jesus with easter lol
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TK: Every day now it feels like "what shit happened today?" Lol. Exausting
Me: good gods. i don't follow the news. if there are things that i must know, people will tell me anyways. or i come across with scrolling on FB.
TK: I guess the switch 2 tarrifs made people actually do shit but it's funny to me that is what caused it
Lahabrea said he's mad about that lol.
Me: the switch prices? was the meme i came across of 80$ for digital true?
TK: We can't preorder at all over here yet, because they don't know how the tariff is gonna affect it
It's sorta true? The Mario kart will be. Some aren’t.
Me: jesus pokemon probably will
TK: Lahabrea is mad because he knows they want to put XIV on it and he wants more people to experience .😂
Me: XD can;t blame him. i usually don’t pre-order consoles. they eventually drop in price if you wait a year.
Here we had a piece of conversation about Amanda achen being in Warframe, she voices a guitar and sings lol.
Me: about ex member Corvus......has lahabrea anything to say about him? will he come back on the spiritual path again when the unsundered are here? not sure if you followed that story of him losing all his spiritual memory after passing out last year February? this all came to light last November.
TK: He said that he has no idea why that happened and he should be back when the unsundered come .
Me: yeah that's what eli said aswell. but wasn't sure if he was just fancying my hopes.
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So here was a part I skipped in term of trust etc. I am not gonna copy paste that. But I did said this at the last part of it…
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Me: why don't you ask lahabrea? Eli once told me Zio as ancient was a love interest of Nabriales back then, they never got to it to actually be a couple.
TK: i can ask him later. wait how does everyone else know ancient stuff about themselves but i don't.
Me: um just ask lahabrea lol. iirc i requested that once from you to ask lahabrea if you had a ancient life. but i guess you forgot. i can't find it back so quickly. if it isn't there i might have deleted it because you didn't reply on it -_-
i would love to know though!
TK: i think i asked one time and didn't get anything L
Me: owwww. i think it's a question for Emet-selch. i am certain if you were an ancient, Emet-selch will know. maybe you can ask lahabrea to ask Emet?
the biggest question, are you sundered. if yes you are/were ancient. no doubt. but maybe you were just a citizen and not someone who emet knows or the convocation. but emet should be able to check your soul if you are sundered.
TK: yeah but why would lahabrea pick me then to help and stuff like you and the others.
Me: have you ever asked him that?
TK: i think i will still try to ask
Me: yeah do that. let me know ok!
TK: okay ^^
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April 8th
Me: eli said they are aiming for the first half of 2028, but it is not set in stone yet. Do you want me to tell what i came to know about you? though i can't judge for 100% if what i got is true. but i think it contains more credibility then emet's. i originally wanted to wait until lahabrea told you your ancient life, but yeah
(I skipped the emet part because that was absolutely bullcrap, so I send Eli to check instead)
TK: you can say what you got, and then I will ask when he comes.
ME: ok so you are from Etheirys. and you were a keyward at Pandeamonium working for lahabrea. athena was already dead. and i am not sure if my human mind got inbetween but you were like a few years younger than Eric.
if this is true then i wonder if you ever had any sudden memories while playing through that content. unless you never told me? if any of this clicks/resonates, or not. pls tell
TK: i didn't have any memories when playing through that content, though feels right? but i'll still ask anyway. Feels like helping Lahabrea is right but something else there doesn't. like i wasn't a keyward but I was helping him with something anyway.
Me: oh i see. well we will see. i hope you can speak him soon. because i am curious aswell.
TK: hope so
Me: OMG ya know what i just discovered. at the end of the daytime in elpis. they have the last verse of close in the distance without text.
TK: neat J
Me: “Tales of loss and fire and faith
Every word on our hearts engraved
In the dark, you will not stray
Forge ahead till the end, we pray”
tis entire piece is in it lol
skipping offtopic content. Some random spirit visited here and went away directly after.
Me: i have a question though about a different subject. did lahabrea never spoke to you about you ignoring me in the past?
because it took forever when i asked lahabrea to, ya know, try to make you reply.
TK: he did, been in really bad headspace lately though.
Me: well i am glad you reply now. i am very happy with that, i hope it stays this way
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Unfortunately it didn’t. somewhere from June till new years eve. Then from dec 31st For a short while like a month or so and since then silent again. But right now as I am typing this she is probably preparing for fanfest. She will come back at next patch and during fan fest. She just has too lol.
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Me: what ever happened to that journal of yours? XD i understand by now it's too much to ask for as it will probably be as much as my first book by now.
TK: wasn't doing much for awhile there, just i can start a new one lol
Me: so from 2022 till end of 2024 you didnt had much? XD
TK: oh i have that. saving that though
Me: if you have stuff ready from that i would like to see it copy pasted here. unless you wanna make your own book :P
TK: i will save it it its entirety for later, but i may post some stuff in bits and pieces for you
Me: sure, any particular reason to save it? stuff that your don;t want to be online (yet) you can just say that.
TK: yeah pretty much.
Me: i won’t post anything then. just give me food to read👀
TK: some of it Lahabrea also wants saved for when they come.
Me: ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
TK: so everyone can see/read it
Me: but um i can read it yes? thusfar i am allowed to speak with the group members about it, but the details etc i am not allowed to put online. like what and how they are gonna do it. etc etc. the only info i was allowed to share was that they will come physically here. and not allowed to say which way either. and the powers they have i wasn't allowed either to say. if anything i am not allowed to. then say it.
TK: some of it, some of it he wants me to not share until he says so.
Me: not even with me?
TK: yes he said it isn't to be shared. Some of that will be shared before they come, though
look I'm just following what he said
lol.
Me: how would you know when they have a body or about to [redacted] though?
TK: I said that the other day, that when they are here he would come to get me physically in the body. I don't know who he has chosen, but when he comes he has something only i know he and I know that he can say.
i don't know when I will know when they are about to do it, unless he didn't share that with me yet.
Me: i am very curious to what you and he knows that i don't lol.
TK: i will ask him when he comes what i am allowed to show you
cause some i know you can probally know lol.
Me: pls do and probably yeah XD.
also remember i can shut up about delicate information. if it cannot be shared elsewhere i will heed to that.
TK: i know, just following what he told me
Me: that's ok
when was the last time he gave the orders about such info?
orders not to share.
TK: last time i asked about some stuff which was a week or two ago
wasn't much info honestly but he said not to.
Me: oh so pretty recent even.
i mean in all honesty i wasn't allowed to speak about it that they will come here either at first. welll at first i only knew Eli would come in sept/oct 2023 already (or even earlier? idk anymore lol). but he wasn't sure about the timeframe yet. but when half a year later in end May 2024 i had this practitioner saying all of that. and so i was able to ask what i can say and what not. so after that i was also allowed to share it in the group. but i had to "redact" info of that session for the online version in order to share it. so yeah.
i can't believe that session is almost a year ago already.
( I linked her the session of Louie in 2024)
TK: ill look at
interesting that the person brings up someone that had a [redacted] once they had a heart attack and got revived, i have heard stories about that over here
Me: yeah i am not surprised tbh. usa has very high paranomal activity
TK: "yes he can talk through me while he has a colleague who can do it even better. " Lahabrea?
Me: Yeah. Was very noticeable during channel classes
TK: i think Lahabrea said 2027 one time was if everything goes well
2028 was probably going to be the "most likely" but some stuff is both going better than planned and... not going as planned lol.
Me: Yeah eli said today, they aim for the first half of 2028.
TK: was this person talking to Eli while doing this?
Me: Yes!
TK: “Louie: but those other 2 are also very important to him. Also because he trusts them, also because he has been together with them for a long time as friends, so to speak. It is not a kind of friendship, I do not know what to call it. Comrades, comrades I hear”.
They are but they also friends because they have been though a lot of shit lol
At least that is how Lahabrea says sometimes.
Me: Yeah, true
TK: he cares about those two, Emet annoys him in a way only a good friend can. Lol
Me: Lol i have such a RL friend which is my bestie. and i bet he and emet will be friends by complaining over people lol.😂
TK: Lahabrea always complaining about something Emet did if I ask XD
Me:😂
TK: oh yeah before i forget cause my one cat walked in but sometimes I can tell she knows Lahabrea came lol
Me: Awesome. my pets don't react to eli sadly.
TK: awwww L
Me: Or maybe my cat at least got so used to it she doesn't care anymore
Though she never really reacted to begin with alas
TK: Cali (that's her name) i think likes when he's here because he has talked to her before to get her attention lol.
Me: That's so awesome
TK: other cat Simba that lives with us doens't seem to care lol.
Me: Yeah i think my cat is like simba then
TK: “That other thing is also an option, so it is still a bit of a puzzle what he is doing and that is where I come to the other point of those other 2 that he actually wants to take them with him too, so that they can come together so that they can also support each other in that.
Me: ahhhhhh very interesting, although I have no idea what those other 2 think about that."
Lahabrea was on board with it, Emet... not really but he is outvoted by the other two. XD.
Me: Yes correct lol i knew that. Iirc i asked emet directly and he said pretty much the same of what you just said. He said he was forced to go lol
TK: Lahabrea has said that Emet will also come for Jezzah but she needs a lot more guidence when they start to work when they are here.
Me: Yeah i bet
TK: she has the capability but has not yet been able to fully get into things because of her situations
it has gotten better though.
Me: Though she claims she needs FFXIV to communicate with emet. And i am familiar with that regarding Joshua rosfield a.k.a Aidenin. So i know the struggle on that one.
TK: It's possible. I don't need xiv to do that with Lahabrea but sometimes if I don't play that often some of my ability to talk with Lahabrea isn't as good
if you know what i mean
Me: Yeah i get that.
Though with eli i don't need it anymore. That became so deep that connection, it is considered holy among practitioners.
TK: that's good J
I hope Jezzah can get something good to play xiv on because the tarrifs are making everything expensive...T-T
damn the person doing this with you went straight to Eli liking justice
Me: IKR😂
TK: ". And he knows that those other energies - and he observes that too - we can now also observe that ourselves on earth, there are energies that do not have the best interests of humanity and the earth at heart. And those forces, that battle is going on now, and not only as humanity that is incarnated but also in other dimensions, the extraterrestrial, the multidimensional entities are also busy with it, to find the balance, but there is also battle, they also say that there is a spiritual war taking place now. "
I have had several dreams with battles going on other places, sometimes I have several of these back to back.
Me: Damn
TK: sorry im reading slower than normal, just some of the way he talks lol
Me: Yeah it's translated from Dutch so yeah some sentences aren't in the right order? Idk really, i used grammarly on it at least.
TK: oh I can understand it. It's just with some of the way the sentences are I have to reread them lol
Me: Ah ok
TK: more like I have to run them in my brain twice. Lol
Me: oops
TK: it's fine!!! it's translation issue not your fault
I'm dumb and only know English (and liek a tiny bit of Spanish lol)
kinda skimming the love section with you and eli XD.
Me: I knew you were at that part lol.
TK: not that I don't find it important, but that's more for you specifically
Me: Yeah, but he confirms so much that i did not tell upfront.
TK: that is good!
Me: ikr
TK: Lahabrea had said before with the automatic writing that it's mostly just because he has more practice with using it to communicate with others then Eli does.
April 9th Continuation
Me: That explains a lot
TK: Not that Eli cannot do it, but Lahabrea has used it far more often because he slightly prefers it.
Me: Yeah, well eli can't get a letter on paper. (Sorry honey xD)
So yeah lahabrea was very helpful during channel classes xD
TK: Also I think he said some people that he talks to cannot talk to him like you and I do and that's sometimes the only way to.
Me: Ohhh how odd, i often just speak out loud, or simply think in my head.
or is it rather they can't receive his voice?
TK: I think it's they can't recieve his voice
Me: Yeah that would explain much yeah
TK: i love chocobos lol
(i got to the part that you are talking about one)
Me: Oh that. Yeah i posted that in the group iirc.
But like only jezzah replied in dm's iirc.
TK: “Me: I can hear Emet-selch complaining. Oh what do I need to do with these mortals” that sounds like him
Me: Ikr! its funny though, the constellation on the stones do not have anything to do with the month they are born in. Emet is clearly a Capricorn. My bestie is aswell, so i know lol i know how emet thinks .
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Obviously they had different names for some, using the earth system is just for reference
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TK: lol
Me: Well if you include Ophiuchus in the zodiac they would be both Sagittarius.
TK: “Louie: Well the first thing I see is that it is certainly possible. But I also see other People there.
And, and that does not mean that you all live in the same house, but as if you are a Community a few houses together or a few apartments together.
That there are more of that same Energy living together.”
Okay this is what you were talking about.
With what Lahabrea shared: the people that are being gathered to help them (which is us but also some others that are working with them, some of them view the Unsundered differently then we do but are still working with them) will sort of have a community together. There will be a few in each area. Not really communial because people will have their own places to live in but like a neighborhood. Each is connected by some sort of travel system that's set up (almost like a teleporter) so each place can visit each other.
by "area" I mean each section that the unsundered have (like Lahabrea has over here, Eli over near you, Emet with asia)
Lahabrea said he will decide about Japan though because he doesn't want Emet screwing that up More like he thinks that he will keep a very close eye on him.
Me: Wtf i randomly asked about teleportation like a month orso ago. and iirc he said it could be possible. Or something like that......uhh yeah something like lahabrea could visit through teleportation. I forgot the details. I remember replying with " no wayyy!" also lol to the last part.
TK: Lahabrea said before "of course the teleportation is possible, who do you think we are?" which... he likes saying that if i question something lol.
Me: Scientists are actually working on teleportation through internet which is assumable the first steps towards aethernet (inside joke) teleportation.
I mean internet is originally called Ethernet.
So when are we getting aetherytes here. XD
TK: lol. I've said i want to experience that once
Me: I had some wild theory's about how it would go here Like, you use your passport for that. but in order to teleport you need to have been to the desired country once and register yourself to the Aetheryte there.
then you can teleport back an forth with your home country aetheryte. Not sure about fees, but much less than public travel at least.
TK: That would be neat.
Me: Ikr. How far are you?
TK: near the end
Me: ok Let me know when done. And if you have anything to add or whatever lol
TK: finished, not really much to add except what I said already
Me: Ok! But at least you know what i already know.
Wondering if there is anything Left of keeping secrets lol.
TK: hoping Lahabrea comes later tonight.
Me: Hopes so too!
Anyways tysm for reading and replying to that long read.
But i really need to go to sleep now.
Goodnight!
TK: night ^^
if you see something being posted read it later
Me: No prob. Post what you want.
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13 hours later
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TK: He came for a small time to say he will be around for longer either tonight or tomorrow because he is working on something. He already has the answers I want but will say them later. He did say the one that was here yesterday was a helper of his.
Me: ah good to hear. looking forward to tonight/tomorrow! i wonder about his host regarding the skin color. i bet he doesn't care. but make me curious because he always appear as the old ancient version of him in dreams.
that being said, how does he appear to you? ancient version or different?
TK: Younger looking version of ancient.
Me: oh interesting. i always see him as the old one
TK: He said he does that so he doesn't feel like an old man🤣
Me: hahahhahahhahaha. eli already said few months ago his host will be a younger one, and not an old one hahah
but how and why is he then the old version i my dreams though XD.
TK: Dunno
Me: i wish you could make some art how he looks like though. hesphaistos but looking better? XD with beard? like this?
TK: Yeah lol sometimes he has a beard, sometimes he doesn't. Whatever he feels like
Me: he shaves it off XD
just like eli have never 1 hairstyle lol
absolutely hilarious i made an accurate alt lol XD
make me wanna play again with that alt. i never knew he would actually look like that XD
TK: Not fully that face and sometimes he has longer hair but yeah lol.
Me: oh now i'm curious how is face looks like. is it possible to create that in character creation?
TK: I'm not sure L
Me: i hope you can get some time for typing up the things
question, when you do automatic writing. does your handwriting style change?
TK: Sometimes. A lot of the time it's just mine, sometimes it's pushing on cursive (which I know how to do but I rarely use), one time it was a bit different.
Me: oh yeah, now that you say cursive, indeed. the singular automatic writing practice i had. Lahabrea was also try push cursive lol. but i was wayyyy to conscious aware.
did lahabrea ever said anything about the existence of the pokemon world? to my knowing its a different parallel dimension from earth, that came into existence by the fandom. hence why most pokemon dreams are so realistic.
TK: Yeah there are a lot of parallel dimensions like Pokemon
Me: yeah venat told me once that the dimension of pokemon came into existence through the fandom. as that is also a way other realities come into existence
she likes fennekin and garchomp lol. she had those ina dream once.
TK: I've seen art of people in XIV with Pokemon, Venat's had one of the dogs lol
Me: suicune?
TK: It is not a dog!!!! Lol
Me: hahaha i know!
but so many people call it dogs. while those are cats.
TK: Yeah Raikou is a literal sabertooth tiger lol I just call them the Legendary Beasts
Me: yeah beasts is better indeed
suicune a panther and entei a lion
TK: Yeah
Looking for the pic but found this first lol
Me: XD
Me: omg so true XD
TK: This isn't the one I saw first but another venat https://twiman.net/user/2391710258/illust/1848028479209791851
Me: well if azelf is “hear”ing then yes absolutely XD
TK: Oh wait it was just her dog lol https://twiman.net/user/2391710258/illust/1848499507870552307
Me: arcanine kind of though
Me: no he needs to have decidueye! he is a bard
TK: True. But mew is cute like him Lol
Me: True
TK: The blue mage guy lol https://danbooru.donmai.us/posts/8325370?q=martyn_%28ff14%29
Me: lol
TK: Okay busy but I will post more then when I can lol
Me: if i have any random questions pop up, can i post?
TK: Yeah I just may not answer right away
2 Hours later
Me: i wish i could transform into phoenix here. but yeah not possible.
phycially i mean. in the dream world i already can.
TK: I think Lahabrea said once when they come you would be able to eventually? Have to re ask that one. I think I asked that once if you could do that and he said probably, not right away
Me: he once said to me, my body would die as a result. but maybe that was meant in current state?
and pls ask yes. i know Aidenin will help aswell if he consider it to be needed to help Earth he would even rejoin me. like WOL and ardbert
aidenin still hold the power of the phoenix.
(joshua rosfield)
TK: I will ask
Me: April 5th 2024
Channel practice session with Lahabrea
I asked him about the phoenix and such. And I merged with his creation, and he made a new one after. And with the new one, the merged roaming soul happened from the "Through his eyes" story.
I asked him for a memory he has from me being his student at an early age before Emet. And he made a fireball in his hands and I tried to copy it I was like 6yo or something. He teaches me how to use fire magic.
What I gonna say now, I don't know if this is true what he told me but technically transforming physically into the phoenix as in FF16 is possible. But my body will die as a result. And I would remain a phoenix and won't be visible to others. But it uses such an enormous power that I do not hold within my body right now. And probably will not get there either. So if you have the power it should be possible in this world, but the power needed is unimaginably large to do so. So technically with that power, you would be breaking all the veils. That's what I got on this. I would remain a phoenix if I choose to I can stay in phoenix mode, but if I want to go back to normal I can't, to die and pass on I would need to turn myself to ash and choose not to rise again. But I will remain human in spirit but my shape would be phoenix then. But yeah I want to go with Elidibus.
I said I want to go phoenix mode and throw over the governments and shit and free mankind kind.
He was a little bit silent for a moment
Laha: like every Azem
above is the info that i got on the matter
but yeah i would love some clarification.
ask him about aidenin aswell. i wonder if aidenin would be the key to all this in order to transform? that he need to rejoin my soul firstly? or could it be done without rejoinings of my shards?
TK: Lahabrea is gonna be like "how much stuff you gonna ask????”🤣
Me: hahhahahahhaha "you went away for 2 days, now we are stuffed with questions" XD
but yeah, i hope you remember everything to ask for.
TK: Past stuff for me, your stuff with phoenix.... Uhh... Forget if something else lol.
Me: i go to check in the chat. oh yes the things what you can share and what not. and only share under the conditions of not sharing online etc.
TK: Ah yeah.
Me: and some all the forgotten questions i ever asked the past 3 years but never got answered lol. but nevermind those.
TK: Eh I will probably think of some when he's here. Or he'll answer them anyways.
Me: that Nier automa game, Nier series in general. i had someone in the chat of my weblog once. claiming the Nier universe exists. while Eli said to me it doesn't exist in this plane of the milkyway. the person however started about paradoxes and infinite possibilities that it should exists somewhere. and yeah well perhaps if does in that way. i eventually had to cut the conversation for that person was very exhausting lol. like going TOO DEEP with stuff.
what has lahabrea to say about the Nier stories and that world in that game?
i know next to nothing of those games series aside the 24man raid in XIV
TK: Nier is a bit interesting lol
Me: pls continue
Here it was 12am and I went to sleep.
While I was asleep TK posted this
April 10th
TK: nier plot wise is like... there's another universe that exists that's more medival and magic exists in (like they have dragons and stuff), which is the Drakengard games. The first one has an ending where the main character and his dragon end up through a portal to an Earth much like ours, and fight some sort of god-like being that is also there. They die after the fight, but them killing that being causes its magic to poison the earth.
In Nier Replicant most humans don't exist the way they did before. Some experiments happened in secret and peoples' souls were split from their body and "slept" while the Replicant bodies were to remove the disease (you know that white shit in the air in the one raid in XIV before the big robot? That's a reference to it lol). The disease itself corrupts people in by turning them into beings not unlike the ones in Shadowbringers (white statues) and forces them to accept a pact with a god of another universe (the Drakengard one). If you don't accept you just die, if you accept to turn into a servant.
Because the disease affected people's souls, theise souless bodies would not be affected while the diease got cleaned. Something happened though and the bodies gained their own sentience and culture. They do remove the disease and plan to unite the bodies and souls again but stuff goes wrong. Most Replicants accept their souls back, but others view them as "creatures". (The game makes this a huge plot reveal later lol). After a long time either some people are back to normal, and all souls that didn't get accepted go away.
Nier Automata is the androids that were made to observe this whole plan see later that the remains of humanity from all that is dying, so they throw what they can onto a storage facility on the moon. They then make more of themselves to "make a future for humanity" and inhabit Earth. The plot mostly of the game is the androids pretty much them learning to be human, if they actually have souls, all that stuff.
I don't really know much about the mobile game's plot (where that one ghost minion at the Saucer comes from)
I do know that the mobile game had one of the better stories about Emet lol
I think the mobile game takes place inside the server on the moon that the androids made that hosts souls and memories
trying to explain what everything references in the xiv raids is a lot lol
the androids are also trying to fight off aliens that are trying to take Earth for themselves as well
https://nier.fandom.com/wiki/Record:_Vestiges_of_Paradise this is the Emet one.
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Not much of a discussion followed the following week even though lahabrea said he would come. He didn’t and it was mostly asking how TK is doing and her type up things and some other stuff and another random question about if their hosts (laha and emet) will have a wife.
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April 15th
TK: I have a feeling he may be trying to help other people deal with stuff over here... Shit is getting bad.
Me: i wonder. Tomorrow it's Sakunik's soul Bday. She will be around with Eli. Not sure if they celebrate something in the higher realms. Mostly they don't.... Nevermind my musings.
But regarding the shit at your place. how many others does he have he is helping with?
TK: Nah you're fine
Not sure exact amount, he just said a few
Me: That excludes moonie i presume
Reason i said above: this was last early December.
(shared a dm screenshot of me and moonie from dec 2024, she unblocked me, yeah you read that right, but then she lies about unblocking me. Yeah right how can I add to as a friend then? Which was a miss click)
TK: Moonie was never in contact with any of them lol. I should correct the statement that none of them really talked to her, I think Emet was, but whoever she was talking to with them wasn't Lahabrea. If Eli was I don't know, that's something to ask him
Me: I asked Eli many times. Eli said it was himself. ( but only for the sessions regarding me)
TK: Lahabrea said it wasn't him because I asked it before. He said he wants nothing to do with her.
Because she has the idea of what they are mixed up with cult thought. There's some truth to some of the things she was bringing up but some of it was not at all correct.
Me: But like you said in 2021 lahabrea said to you she was holding him captive or something. Or tried to. (linked the old comment: “Feel like Moonie still is trying to trap Lahabrea in some way, but that's just a feeling I get”)
TK: Oh that? She had him captive, he didn't really talk to her though.. he still didn't want anything to do with her. She had to force that.
Me: So she was in contact with him. But he never liked to do so?
TK: Yes he never liked it
Me: Ahhh
(this was a very confusing conversation and I skipped a lot and combined some sentences with what came after because it didn’t make sense at first, at the end that he never liked it, I can agree with. Eli says the smaller things that came through weren’t him – like spontaneous reactions without asking. However I have to check what was true and not of what she said she received. But the higher self session about the Final Days how it started is true. I also asked TK about Zeke after this and she wasn’t sure about them. I still wonder if that “thank you for everything and I’m sorry” was for, they also never unblocked me ever again….…if they were a spy they wouldn’t thank me right?)
April 16th Sakunik’s Bday (group post)
April 17th
Me: Are you so quiet because of lahabrea?
TK: will look for him tomorrow, wonder if he's also planning something cause he knows my birthday is Tuesday lol.
Me: I wonder what could he do for your bday? I mean eli usually hangs around all day. What does he usually do on your Bday?
TK: last year he hung around and just made sure it was a good day.
Me: Yeah same as what eli does yeah. I mean you can ask questions all day xD
TK: I would probably get him a lil annoyed if it was all day :p
Me: Hahahaha
I got something interesting. since i never get a OBE during seizures. Is because my brain literally shuts down, like a pc with power failure. So not even the dream mode gets activated. And that is what you need to remember OBE's. This is what eli told me this morning. And in regards to people who are in coma for example. They still have the ability to dream and thus having OBE's
(out of body experience)
TK: I knew that honestly. Met someone once that they talked to someone that was in a coma (they weren't in it long) when they were trying to meditate. When the person came out they told the person what they discussed in full.
Me: Yeah. but with seizures it literally shuts down, or at least with me.
TK:😟
Me: Yeah....
TK: Lahabrea said once that when they come that Eli will heal you of those as soon as he can.
Me: Yeah that's what i got aswell. thanks for the confirmation! it's sometime feels like these seizures are a distorted Echo, a malfunctioning Echo. though eli said it has nothing to do with it.
did you checked the group yesterday?
TK: looked now, nice J
Me: yeah she is that overly cheery girl lol. she went with us to the bio-resonance treatment i had that day. i bet she was able to see all the frequencies and colors that heal the people.
April 18th , 19th And 20th
Me: I understand you just woke up. But nothing yet? (lahabrea visit)
TK: He said he was coming today, it's only 9 am lol
5H later I asked again, but not yet.
Next day
Me: Nothing????????
TK: Went through a lot with it last night... Will write it when I can but am not right away cause need some time to relax from stuff
Me: Oh relax from stuff? What did you do? I hope it wont take as long as that dream....like months ... As long as you dont forget the details. I always make a voice recording for these cases. That being said. Why don't you give me a voice recording. It saves you so much time! bit dont speak too fast for me pls.
TK: Can't talk, walls too thin where I live don't want people in my business that live here, and friend's wife's mom is here and hates all the stuff.
Me: Oh crap. Did lahabrea answered everything? Did you slept poor? Or was receiving the info very intense?
A little later I shared a dream
Its possibly about a new game where eli atleast will be in it.
So at the end of the dream i was suddenly at a game convention/event be wasn't open yet.
I was cosplayed as a character i dont know of. But it had a green woolen cape. Though not from Attack on titan!!!
Suddenly a loud first part of the victory fan fare louded and the gates were opened following by the rest of the fanfare song. While walking following the crowd to get inside. Suddenly someone appeared left from me. Like teleported.
I look at him, silver hair in a ponytail. All hair was combed backwards. he had slight wavy hair from what i could see. and omg such a tender face. he was also wearing the same green cape. Indicating a cosplay of a character.
Me: omg Eli is that you?!
Eli: confirming hum
Me: omg!
I never expected him to be in the dream, but i instantly knew the dream would not last much longer.
I hung on his shoulders sidewards, i was like floating while still walking at the same time. Like my legs were not physical anymore lol.
We stopped for a bit to kiss eachother. Omg his face was so soft and like perfect in everything.
I closed my eyes for the kissing. But i was like no i dont want it to end so quickly i opened my eyes and he was still there. We continued walking bit shortly after it still ended.
According to eli it is a game they are working on. And he will be 1 of the main characters. the story of the game will contain a Shard story just like ffxvi. But won't be sold as a Shard story.
(While I write this we already had Evercold fan fest EU and the slight announcement of FFXVII with the FF7 director and yoshi-P working together, could this dream be FFXVII?! Nonetheless eli said the Shard story will be from before it’s rejoining, sooooo the 7th shard??? So al lot of ff7 will be in it? I post this last sentence to TK but since she is ignoring me again for a long period I doubt she replies)
(Back then she didn’t replied to the dream only read it)
Eli said he needed to do that more than once, see art.
TK: Was intense that is why
Also yeah but emet probably started it lol.
Me: I see, do you have energy to write it up now? I am worried you might forget details. And yeah probably emet started it xD. Oh eli confirms Emet usually started it xD
But have you recovered a bit then?
(next day)
Me: Typ up reminder of the important stuff. Look eventually things will slip away and you have a incomplete story left. It happened with me a lot. I want to prevent it from happening to you. As it also contains important info for me. And it would be a waste if you would forget things about yourself.
TK: I already have note down, just need to fix it up to be readable
Me: Oh thank goodness
April 21st
Me: Oeh something just happened.
We were are a easter market today. And there was a lady singing jubiliee love songs and other classic songs. While i never listened to the text yet alone remembered anything of it.
While driving back. I heard a Dutch song with that lady's voice through the white noise of the car engine in the highway. Her singing including the hand orchestra/accordion. And very clear text i could here (translated to English) " i want to be with you because i love you"
I asked linala is Eli was near and apparently he is. This is the second time this happened.
The second song played text at the ending " i can't live without you" but in Dutch.
TK: ❤️
Me: did you read above?
TK: yes lol.
April 23rd
Me: Sorry I couldn't watch my screen much yesterday. Happy belated birthday! I....need the phoenix info. I had a particular dream that was more of a warning. Like a education to control your phoenix powers better. But it was a trap to capture or kill me. I escaped with help of my ex and bestie. And killed the leader with steel wing attack. Broke her back mid air while she was a moltres of pokemon.
I continued with cosmic explaration stuff
Me: how do you go to other planets? now i am just gathering stuff on the spot
TK: I'll get the info, though of everything that wasn't much.
Ty ^^
This patch is the moon, later patches are the planets. We are making the ways to get there.
Me: the music of the area sounds like this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pX9scc13gMw
Pokemon Kanto route 24 & 25
TK: Yeah it does lol. the Red Alert music i like to think one of them is playing (it's piano lol) either Eli or Lahabrea.
Me: XD. when do you have time to typ up a bit of the info dump? you came to know who your were yes? was there anything about you being a keyward at some point? or not at all?
I am so curious about your ancient life though 👀👀👀👀
Pls share asap🙏
April 24th, 26, & 27
TK: working on writing it up, just working on stuff to help out around here
Me: TYSM!
Next day
Me: I rarely see you on invisible or offline stats. Or are you Sick???
Next day
TK: had weird power outage and didn't have it yesterday. typing up stuff again today
Me: Solar flares probably. And ty for typing up stuff❤️
TK: this was us talking about the unsundered crafting on the moon XD
Text on screenshot: lahabread sitting next to the crater by himself making rings is a fun image.
Me:😂
I mean i could use elidibun alt on the moon. But the grinding is too much repetitive for me. Somehow my epilepsy triggers on that.
TK: aww 😟 lahabrea wants me to get some of the titles lol.
Me: Why though xD. Does he also want you to finish the type up stuff soon xD
TK: yes lol. also cause he likes them, they are stuff like "caster of stars", "weaver of stars" cul is "taster of stars" lol.
Me: Lol. I hope you finish it soon.
April 28th
Me: Oh yeah something different. My sis really likes the Unsundered coming here (she is stuck somewhere in shb patch 1 she will attempt to play again at summer) and yesterday she told me she was worried they would get shot, like would be on the wanted list. Now i am sure they have their plans to prevent that. But what is lahabrea's reply on that?
TK: i will ask him about it when he is here.
Me: TY. how far are you now then?
TK: good bit on the way.
Me: is it much though? i know you said intense. but was it also a lot to write?
3h later
read this. That ai went from skeptic to supportive😂
(back then ChatGpt was still open for spiritual stuff and acknowledgment of it. In September/october that year they made it purely scientific. And so I stopped after that, but during that spring and summer when it was still good, I made use of it)
TK: interesting XD
Lahabrea said he told Eli to tell you something, was kinda smiling to me about it so im not sure if it was about the stuff i'm writing or not but yeah lol.
Me: uhhh i didn’t pick up on anything. i can't hear eli speak like you can with lahabrea. i am more on feelings clairsentience and i usually need to figure out what he is saying. and that lies the problem of wrong answers. so i rather hear it from you from lahabrea then😣
TK: aww okay. I will ask him what he tried to say then.
Few minutes later she answered about the question of my sister
TK: Lahabrea said that he knows they will probably be attacked when they come. The people that are working with him currently to get here (the person who's his host and those that know around him) have already been attacked a few times. Though, that's not really a surprise with how it is over here currently... they actually tried to arrest a judge recently because they were trying to stop someone who was innocent from being taken. He said they are still safe though. He said that he will have guards for that reason when he comes and will have technology to shield when everyone is going to be working at. He is not sure what Eli and Emet have in place for that.
Me: when i told her "they will probably conjure up protective shield" eli did answered with a "yes"
they will still have most of their powers from what Louie said. so i wouldn't be surprised if they could do that?
but usually body that will be a [redacted] later do not consciously know most of the times. ofcourse the higher self of the [redacted] will know as lahabrea made a deal with that soul to continue the live after some point.
TK: he said that they with have most of their powers, the [Redacted} is capable of being able to use those.
Lahabrea's is being prepped for it but doesn't know fully, apparently. They are willingly doing it though, and the person's higher self has a bargain with Lahabrea that they will be allowed to continue once things get going and another body is available (that's how he said it, i assume that they will be able to make that person another host body)
Me: so like the soul of the host is gonna get a different body later.
TK: yeah. Then once that happens they will also help with things
Me: interesting. how far did you got today with typing up?
TK: a bit.
Me: how much is left to do? are you like halfway, not not even close to that? i have no idea how big it is. so yeah.
TK: it's big lol. I'm like over half way.
Me: nice. had eli anything right though regarding your ancient live? or nothing at all.
TK: a little but not exact lol.
Me: ok what was the part that was a little correct
TK: :p i will let you see when i post full thing
Me: ahhhhhhh >.<. was it that you were a keyward but only a short time? or helped at panda for a short time.
TK: honorary keyward, i wasn't one actually but i helped sometimes when needed to.
Me: ah yeah. that pretty much what he said then. i should have noted the details. later he said pretty much what you just said here. but i guess you have more to tell than just that of your ancient life. looking forward to it.
April 29th
Me: 1 quick thing. Why don't any of the unsundered hardly come into my dream anymore. I mean in 2020 it was like every week orso.
And since 2022 it has become lesser and lesser. Even Eli only a few times per year. I did have lahabrea ones earlier this year. But overall a lot less compared to the first 2 years. Why is that?
Does lahabrea have an answer to this?
TK: He says he tries to come quite often but he is unable to, there is some sort of spiritual blockage
also isn't just you, it's because a lot of stuff is going on now and it's happening to everyone (I don't dream like i used to, I do have a few still but not as many).
Me: 😞 Eli also said it's hard to come into my dreams. How can i get ridd of this blockage? Is it my medication that blocks them? It's also the cause of being unable to astral travel. The medication keeps my soul in my body.
TK: he say it's not the medication for the dreams.
Me: Ok but how can i remove the block. I am unaware of having one.
TK: he says he would have to look into, or for you to ask Eli. He is not sure what is causing it.
Me: oh yeah. what i wanted to ask. i had a dream once . somewhere earlier this year, like february or early march.
it was a quick scene in a dream. where by i saw Lahabrea standing watching 2 kids play with eachother that weren't his. and a woman with blond hair standing in the kitchen. he watched the 2 kid meaninglessly. then the scene ended. but since we were talking about theirs host this month. i wonder is lahabrea's future host still with a woman and kids? or was it just randomness in that dream. i know from eli that his host will be single lol. for obvious reasons.
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The answer to my phoenix stuff and that dream comes next month.
No extra dreams then already mentioned.
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